Payton Moormeier. I can't get him off my mind. Is it possible I've caught feelings? No, this has to just be a phase. I never catch feelings. That's not possible.....right?
Ok so we've been back in school for about two weeks now. I don't hate it, but I don't love it. I mean it's school. I started "dating" this guy during the second week. His name is Justin. He actually thinks I have feelings for him. That's hilarious. He's one of the few fuckboys I never got around to playing. He transferred last year, and barely knows anything about me. He doesn't know I'm aware that he's a fuckboy. He also doesn't know I've played all those guys, and has no idea his heart will soon be broken.
Anyway I woke up this morning to my annoying alarm clock, just as I have been for these past two weeks. I get up, shower, and change into:
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I go downstairs and see Jake isn't there. I go back upstairs and knock on his door. He opens it. J: "Sorry, my alarm didn't go off." He grabs his bag and follows me downstairs. We get in my car and drive to school.
When we get there, we part ways as usual. I go to my locker and see Camila and Chase already waiting for me. Early bitches.
Y: "Heyyy." C: "Hey bitch." Ch: "Wassup whore." I open my locker and grab the books I'll be needing for my first class. Yes I'm a baddie, but when I have no mischievous plans, I at least try to keep my grades up. I stuff the books into my bag and close my locker. I look up to see Justin walking towards me. I fake a smile as he approaches me.
Ju=Justin.
Ju: "Hey babe." Oh, couple names already. I hate couple names, so I never use them. I smile at him, but mentally roll my eyes. Y: "Hey." Ju: "Do you have any plans later, maybe we can hangout after school." Y: "Sure. We can go to my house." Ju: "Ok. See you then." He kisses my cheek before he leaves. My friends look at me in disgust. C: "Do you really have to date all the fuckboys? I mean I get that they're douches, but I can't stand being around them all the time." I roll my eyes. Y: "What I'm doing will teach them all a lesson. They need to feel the pain they're causing all the girls they mess with. They need to learn how it makes them feel. They need to be heartbroken in order to stop breaking people's hearts." Ch: "But you got heartbroken and it made you start breaking people's hearts." I glare at Chase. He holds up his hands in a surrender position. Y: "Because I trusted guys before I was heart broken. Now I see who most of them really are." Ch: "So you wouldn't even consider dating a good guy?" I thought about it for a second. Y: "Maybe if I met a good guy I was attracted to, I would consider giving guys a second chance. But until then, this is what I do." Ch: "Ok." He sighs, giving up. We change the subject after that, and talk until the bell rings. Me and Chase part ways with Camila and walk to our first class together.
We get to class and sit next to each other. We crack jokes until the teacher walks in and shushes us. She starts talking. T(teacher): "I have an announcement everyone. Today a new student will be joining us. He's a tiny bit late into the year, but I'm sure he'll catch up. Everyone please welcome Payton Moormeier."
