part 17/ confession.

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Ondreaz pov

I'm in pain, deep pain, I feel numb at the same time. I haven't been paying attention to whats going on around me only to Rosalies arms wrapped around me. I focused on that or tried, but my mind kept wondering back to that night. Why did I do that to her? Cause it was gonna make her love me Sam said. He assured me that I would have her in my arms, but in stead I had handcuffs on my wrists. He fucked everything up, the plan he fucked it up, I should've never told him about her.

"We will just run into to her and then take her home where you guys can spend time together." Thats what Sam said as we were waiting in the parking lot. That didn't happen, he made me take her, he brought us to a warehouse, I tried to make him stop, but he didn't he raped her. He fucking raped her, and I didn't even know it, all I heard was the sound of the down breaking down, and her screaming. I didn't even think about helping her in that moment, I had to let out the anger that Sam brought to me. He lied, and lied, kidnapped her, raped her, shot her, put her in the hospital, put me in jail, and ruined any chance I ever had to be or see Rosalie again. I want to kill him.

I didn't want to hurt Rosalie tonight, I wasn't here to kill her. I was trying to get to Bryce and Josh, I needed there help and the only way they wouldn't kill me is if Rosalie was there. Seeing Tony though changed everything, seeing the fear in my baby brothers eyes, and the terror in his voice, the way he held Rosalie when I let go changed everything. I couldn't hurt him again, I already did to much. I refused to talk to him in jail, I refused his calls, I refused his visits, I couldn't see his disappointment in his face, I couldn't try to explain what happened. Seeing him tonight though made all my feelings wash away, he wanted to hear my story, he wanted to know what happened, he wanted his brother, he didn't want to lose me, every single feeling that he had was in his face and in his words. I love my brother and seeing him like that made me happy,it made me happy to know he wanted me.

Well until the police showed up, and he collapsed on the ground. The paramedic came and everything went downhill from there. They tried to take me then Ro stood up for me and said it was a prank. She went over to the boys and started talking but I stayed on the ground shaking and breaking down. They walked back over and I didn't move a muscle, Rosalie then came over and wrapped her arms around me. She held me while everyone else was talking and I was crying.

That's when the tears stopped completely and my body went numb. Why would I do this? To him. To her. To them. Why? I'm fucked up it's probably better if they took me anyways but Ro was set on not letting that happen. Why would I even help Sam in the first place? For me? For her? For love? Was it jealousy? This is all my fault and now this is karma.

"I'm sorry Rosalie." I mumbled to the girl who I destroyed.

Rosalie pov

Its been 15 minutes since all this had happened. I was still on the ground holding Ondreaz while the boys talked to the cop.

"I'm sorry Rosalie." Ondreaz mumbled to me. I looked at him confused and I noticed that his tears had stopped but his shaking hadn't.

"For what Dre?" he didn't respond he just stayed quiet with his head down.

"For ruining your life." I hugged him tighter and that's when I felt my shirt start getting wet. I knew he was crying I just held him that's the least I can do right now during this. I wish he knew that I forgave him the second I seen him break down. I know what type of sick fuck Sam is and that he probably didn't do it.

Kio walked over, sat down on his knee, and explained that we could go and see Tony. I just stood up with kio and looked at Dre. I gave the help look to kio and he understood. We began to help Drea up and he instantly leaned against us.

"Ondreaz were gonna go see Tony." Kio said as he helped him sit down in the car next to me. Anthony sat down on the other side of Dre and went on his phone. Dre had still been laying on my shoulder, and his tears covered my shirt. I fell asleep with my arms wrapped around the broken boy, if avani or mads seen me they would kill me.

It took us 30 minutes to get to the hospital, we found Tony's room and the boys. Dre hid behind me trying to keep away from the boys, he was terrified and he knew that if they attacked he would end up crying. So I let him stay, I let him sit next to me and wait to here what was going on. The Josh and Bryce kept giving death glares at them and talking behind my back. Until Taylor showed up, he seen Bryce and Josh first. Then he looked at me.

"Rosalie what's going on?" He said, I knew he wasn't talking about Tony but ondreaz sitting next to me.

"Bryce, Josh, Tay, let's go talk over there." I answered him. He looked furious but each boy followed me.

"What the fuck is going on Ro." Bryce snapped as soon as we got away from the others.

"Dre broke down. After he watched his brother be pulled away on a stretcher he broke." I tried to stay calm, but I could feel tear start to gather in my eyes.

"Rosalie he just tried to fucking kill you." Josh said whisper yelling he was angry as hell. They didn't know what I knew about Sam, Dre, what he felt.

"Josh he was trying to get to you guys. I knew it the second he started talking. He needs you guys, the desperation in his voice showed that he needed to get your guy's attention. What would've happened if he just walked up to us. You would've killed him, but if uses me the one thing you won't hurt as protection you won't." I we officially in full on tears. I we breaking down trying to defend him, the boys faces relaxed but I knew that they still didn't know the whole thing. I knew that ondreaz needed help, I'm guessing from Sam. Sam will probably blame everything on him, and try to kill him when he greets out. He's a cold blooded freak that gets whatever he wants. I put the clued together and knew that, and then when he said sorry I knew it.

Tayler was the best one to speak up, he was calm as he knew his best friend, "Ro I trust you but can we talk to him, I wanna hear his story." I nodded trying to not cry the other boys stormed off and we walked to Dre. He had began sniffling and then  saw tayler and flinched in fear.

Tayler calmly put a hand on his friends shoulder and spoke quietly to him, "I'm not gonna hurt you ondreaz I never will but I need to hear your story." At that ondreaz lifted his head and looked at tayler then at me. I nodded for him to start.

Then he began to tell his story.

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