His (Spencer Reid fanfiction)

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Spencer POV***

i slowly take my arm and put it around her shoulder in a protective manner. everyone fell asleep so it was just me awake with my thoughts.

Am i really ready to put myself out there. After Maeve died i didn't think i would like anyone else.  I know i shouldn't believe in love at first sight but how can I not. I know iv'e only had one small conversation with her and met her 3.78 hours ago. Love shouldn't be known just bye looks. I don't even know if she likes me. as i'm still thinking i feel her start to move and mumble in her sleep. 

I start getting concerned by the things she was mumbling.

"please stop. I can't breath. It hurts"

i went to wake her up when her eyes snapped open and she started breathing hard. Her senses didn't catch up with her yet so she didn't really know my presence till she calmed down completely. She quickly stood getting as far away from me as she can. I put my hands up as a form of surrender. 

" It's ok. No one here is going to hurt you it was just a dream." I say doing my best to calm her down from afar. 

"I-it wasn't a-a dream. I-it was a memory." she says as tears fall down her face. 

she slowly sits down on the couch still having labored breathing. I mentally smile. She's not moving as far away from me as before. 

She looked me in my eyes and I can tell shes broken. 

"can we go to the kitchen please." she said without much emotion. i just nodded my head knowing she didn't want to wake anyone. 

once we reach the kitchen the suddenly starts to climb on the counter. I was about to stop her so she doesn't hurt herself but soon see she most likely does that a lot because of her small frame. 

She is about 4'11 or 5 ft.

"You know when someone has a night terror such as one you may have had, Its better to say it in a form of speech and no i am not implying for you to tell me what it may have bin about because i know it could be more personal but i am saying the best way to calm them down prior is to say it aloud and realise what happened has happened and it can not be removed. and with a memory like yours and mine we may not be able to get the image out of our mind but we can at least make it so it won't reserface unless you let it." I say rambling like i'm accustomed to 

she looked at me with her cup of coffee in her hand with a sigh as she lets her tears fall freely. 

"i'm not going to tell you what my memory is about let alone anything about my past. But i will acknowledge the fact that i can see and identify your behavior as an attraction towards me and i think you are a very handsome young man and i can tell that we share the same kind of mind thinking but i do not wish to put stress on anyone who would just like me by the way i look."

she said the last part catching me off guard with her last sentence.

"Well how about, since you know i have a form of attraction to you why not we become friends at least. I was told by multiple females that i am not like normal men which i agree with because i do not see women in a sextual way at first glance like most men you may have acrossed but i will not hid the fact that i think you are beautiful in many ways then one. And i have had a question on my mind for a small while, If you share the same intelligece as me then how come you are unimployed. Im sure Garcia has asked you to join the team multiple times."

Nadia's POV**

"well I live off of the money that my mother had left me before...... before she pasted, I had debated it but i don't think you guys would need another genius on your team." i answered still not sure of what he could do. 

"look i know you won't want to tell me anytime soon but just know if you ever need something or just someone to talk to please call me, I will be there right away for you." he said making me send him a small smile. 

time skip**

Me and spencer had spent the past few hours just talking. We mainly laughed and played games in the kitchen which consisted of me throwing popcorn at him. i noticed he started to get tired as he layed him back toward my counter.

"if you want to go to sleep y-you can, I dont think im going to be able too for the night." I say knowing i barely ever get sleep. 

He looked at me and just nodded.