His (Spencer Reid fanfiction)

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Nadia's POV***

Can a turtle fit in someone's mouth.

What if your sleeping and a turtle crawled in your mouth. They probably taste odd.

I sit on my couch in shorts and a sweater with a cup of coffee. After Rossi's party, I was one of the few who could pass a alcohol test.

I got back late after I cleaned everything once people left not wanting Rossi To worry about it.
I work at the hospital only three full days a week or when there is an emergency. I love my schedule however, I get to have a lot of alone time which is just me being alone...... with Penelope.
I swear the only time she is gone is when she is with Kevin.

I wonder what spencer is doing. After last night, we shared very few words but I did steal a few glances when he was elsewhere. Handsome as always.

I miss him so much. I did not realize how much letting him go would hurt. All of this just to end up with a seemingly bad girlfriend. I would do anything just to hug him right now.

I would also do anything for anything for chocolate covered strawberries.

"We already went shopping last week Penelope. So how about you just come over this weekend and we can online shop."
She wants to go shopping again but I just want to stay home and sleep. So this is a better compromise since she will just put whatever in my cart anyway.

*ding dong*

My doorbell rings loud. I wasn't expecting anyone.

"Hang on Pen I'll call you back." I say walking to my door.

I look through the peephole suddenly getting nervous. How did he get my address. Spencer.

I slowly open the door feeling my anxiety rise.

He looks me up and down with a small smile. He has his messenger bag and a medium size box in his hands.

"Hey." He started stepping closer to the door.

"Hey... what a-are you doing here." I ask leaning on the door gram.

He stumbled over his words at first but I just wait for his reply.

"I-I was hoping that maybe we can hang out for a little. And talk. I asked Penelope for your address which was hard because she is still mad at be so I got it from Rossi."

I really should just tell him to leave but I know I don't want to. I'm actually really happy he is here. I slowly nod moving out the way. Week more like sliding due to my socks.

He looks around the second he walks in.

"This was my moms dream home. It's slightly different but still. She always wanted a big home in hopes of having more kids." I say walking over to my living room knowing he would follow. I sit on my black couch indicating he should too. He sits after taking off his bag but held the pink and red box in his lap.

"I uh, I got these for you... I remembered that you normally crave these a week before your cycle..." he trails on handing me the box.

I pull open the bow at the top and take the lip of setting it next to me. I pull back the small bit of wrapping paper and my mouth drops.

I hardly realize that I crave these.
It was chocolate covered strawberries.

I look back up at him with a big smile.
"You really didn't have to Dr.Reid... but thank you so much. I cannot believe you noticed that." I say smiling at him the whole time. His small falls a little at the way I addressed him but he seems to just brush it off.
This is going to be a fun night.

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"I swear the second someone at school called me short i would just say 'im A people Mcnugget' i still am." i say making Spencer laugh harder.

we have been eating the strawberries and just messing around for the past few hours.

our laughs go down and we both just settle with smiles. I missed this. just laughing with the man i love.

Yup. I never stopped no matter how hard I tried. So now I just accept it.

"You know... I missed you. A lot. I barely slept properly knowing i lost you. I still kept a picture of you in my wallet. Maeve was so mad when she saw it but i made sure to never let her make me take it out." He said looking down at his shoeless feet.

"to be fair... I may have cried about what happened on more then one occasion." i say with a small sad smile.

He looks at me with sudden tears in his eyes.

"Nadia... I-i am so sorry. For everything. From that night i-i kissed her to now. I didn't think that... that i'd loose you completly. I wish i never did. I realized that I love you too much to just let you go. I mean i know you will not take me back.. heck I doubt you still love me, but please, let me try again. If i have too, i will fight just so I can call you mine again." he ranted crying the whole time as i let a few tears slip also.

"Spencer... I do not forgive you. Hell I should hate you right now." I respond seeing him look down in guilt.

before i continue i move closer to him so i cloud make him look at me.

"But, I never stopped loving you. When I told you I love you, I meant forever and always. You do have some trust you need to re build but i am willing to try if you are." I say smiling softly. His eyes start to water again as a big smile spreads on his face. The next second he moves so that He lifts me up off the couch and spins me around.

He sets me down on my feet as i continue to giggle.

His hands stay on my waist as we stare at each other.

"I promise not to hurt you again. Ever. Thank you." he said putting his hand on my left cheek.

"Anytime Dr. Reid." i say with a playful smile.

"Oh shut up." He says and quickly pulls me close by the waist and smashes his lips onto mine...