Letters to my Loved Ones

Dear Me

I'm sorry.

Dear Me,

I'm sorry for counting you out.
I'm sorry for thinking you're not good enough.
I'm sorry for failing to accept you as another being in this world that deserves Kindness...
Compassion...
And Love.

I'm sorry for losing your trust.
I'm sorry for leaving you to weep in the dust.
Your eyes swollen, tears rolling down and pouring out of your heart.
You scream for someone to save you from this lonesome misery,
Consumed by the black hole of the Universe,
Darkness holds your soul,
And no one was there for you.
Not even the person you needed the most.

I'm sorry for wishing your disappearance,
For thinking you're useless because of what others told,
I'm sorry for blindly grasping all the nonsense they hold.

You followed others thinking they'd love you as much,
You gave up your heart just to feel their touch,
And I'm sorry for making you hold a grudge,
And I, of all people, should've been the last to judge,
I'm sorry for losing you, for misusing you.
For discarding you.
And for hiding you.

You are the one person I need.
My only true love.
And I broke you heart,
Just because....

Now I see what you mean to me,
You're my everything, and there's no one who can get between,
Dear me.

I'm sorry.