I Can't Quit You (JenLisa)

20.) My Only; Love Rings

Title: Capital Letters

Artist: Hailee Steinfeld

JENNIE'S POV

It's Thursday Morning and I'm at my home gym getting some workout done.

Tomorrow, we'll have a radio interview for our album which is set to release early next year so we're trying to get the word out about it, we released two singles so far and both are huge hits.

Lalisa's at work right now and she won't be home until later.

I'm gonna miss driving my wife around, I won't be able to do it as much since we're gonna be busy this following months.

I'm dreading the day of doing a world tour because I won't see her as much as I do now.

Later, I'll pick her up from work and take her to school then pick her up before 9pm, this has been our routine since our relationship began

Relationship.

My mind wandered off to Kai.

He's been calling me and texting me non-stop, I've answered some of his calls but when I do, I end it right away especially when I'm with Lalisa.

He's been asking me what's wrong and if he did anything I just kept telling him that I'm busy.

I feel horrible.

Technically, I'm cheating on him with Lalisa, He doesn't deserve this, he's a nice guy, he treats me right but I love Lalisa, even if what we're doing is wrong, I can't and I won't let her go.

I love her more than anyone.

To be honest, I just wish he would just break things off with me so I won't have to deal with breaking his heart.

I need to talk to Lalisa about mine and Kai's on going relationship, I need to ask her if she could wait a little bit.

I'll break things off with Kai as soon as the right time comes but now is not ideal for since we have our album release and I hope she understands.

I know it's selfish of me to ask my wife to wait but this is the only way for me to keep her.

I don't want to lose her so I'll just be honest with her.

While running on my treadmill, I saw Kai's name flashing on my phone, I stopped and decided to answer

JN: Yeoboseyo?

I said with a neutral voice

KJ: Hey babe, are you free later? I have a last minute event tonight for a movie premiere and I was wondering if you'd be my date?

He said sounding hopeful

I thought about it for a second, I haven't really been out with him for a while and fans are getting suspicious.

I should go to avoid unnecessary drama, I'll just explain it to Lalisa later

JN: Sure. What time is the event?

KJ: Wow really? that's great! it's around 7pm babe

JN: Ok, I'll see you then, pick me up, yeah?