Blatant (taglish)

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"I am not staying in the same room as you!" Sigaw ko sa kanya habang naglalakad kami to the entrance of this Hotel and Resort place.

"I literally had my fingers sticking up inside you not an hour ago." He replied calmly, as if proud of himself.

"But still! Who knows what you're capable of doing while I'm unconscious." I continued protesting, nagpupumigwas ako from his grasp even it it's useless, his strong muscles are evidence that I could not run from this guy. Why am I doing this? Why am I with him?

"Good evening po welcome to Carmela's hotel and resort" the girl at the desk smiled as she greeted us, directly looking and stunned by the guy beside me. Her red lipstick a but smudged to her teeth.

"Hi, um can we have a room for two-" he said and I came rushing towards the girl. "No, what he meant was two rooms." I said. And she began pressing and looking through the computer. "I'm sorry ma'am one bedroom nalang po available." Hays what a cliché event. A man on his mid twenties joined her to the desk, instantly smiling and looking at me. "Oh and meron po pala kaming binibigay na wine for couples who stays here." The girl added, but the guy beside her is still looking at me and so I smiled back, his dimples popping up on his cheeks. He actually looks cute, then I remembered Stracy and Angel, they'd definitely smash for this guy. "We'll take the room, Honey, let's sort this out, I promise I'll make it up to you, don't be mad at me okay." What?! Honey? and why the fuck does he sound polite and kind which is absolutely the opposite.

He then slithered his hands on my waist, looking at me. Why is he acting like this? I looked at him confusingly until I figured out why he did it, he turned his head to look at the guy who's been smiling at me, now frowning and looks nervous. "Uh um. Sir and Ma'am I'll lead you to your room nalang po." The guy spoke up to interrupt the awkwardness, damn, I wish Stracy and Angel is here, they'd totally check the guy out. Pero shit I'm checking him out too. "We're not kids, we can find our room." He replied grumpily. Siguro kahit sya napansin na I'm staring at the guy. Napahiya sya at yumuko, apologising while reaching out to grab a wine to give it to us. A part of me pitied him for being a victim of this asshole's attitude. I looked at him apologetically before the asshole took me with him to find the room.

"Really? Ganon mo kagusto maka tikim ng wine so you acted like were a couple?" I said immediately after we got far enough from the reservation area.

"I can buy the whole company of this wine. I acted like that because he looked like he's stripping you on his mind, and to my surprise you quite enjoyed it." Nagulat ako sa sinabi nya while he slid the key card to the room we got giving it a click sound as it opened.

"He was simply being nice! You're just making up scenarios in your head!" Sigaw ko. While I followed him inside, it was so big, even the bed was so big.

"he's being a creep, you're dumb to not feel that considering you're a woman." He mumbled while he sat on the bed. I felt all the anger run through my veins and the heat on my ears.

"Wow! Look who's talking about being a creep? And you taking me here like I'm just an object to toss around places is not being a creep?! Look at yourself first, everything you say is always enough to be used back at you, you dick head!" I bet the  room beside us heard everything I said, but at this point I don't mind, its the truth.

I have nowhere else to go, so I went to find the bathroom and closed the door loud.  It was so big, kalahati na ng kwarto ko. The shower cubicle was made of glass that separated it from the tub and the toilet. Everything is made of white and marbled floor, I don't think this hotel is cheap. I sighed and hopped in the shower, letting the warm water run through my skin, my muscles indulging the relaxing vibe. While I closed my eyes, I wondered. Why I hate him as much as I don't want him to disappear. He seems caring pero in a wrong way..

that's the point, you like his wrong ways. My subconscious added, and she's not wrong at all.

Minutes later I realised, being a complete dumb I am. I have no clothes. And I fuckin took a bath. I slowly opened the door to stick my head out looking for anything that can cover me. Luckily, I saw towels and bathrobes laying on the desk nearby the bed. But I'll have to fish it out and I am completely naked.  Then I heard him talking to someone on the phone. "causerà solo pericolo! non farmi venire li! Ti taglierò in pezzi , idiotas! (It will cause more danger, don't let me go there or I'll cut you into pieaces, dumbass)" He shouted, I'm sure kahit ako mapapatahimik pag sinigawan ako.

"Hey." I half whispered, trying to get his attention. "Psssst" But he's still shouting to whomever is on the other line. "Fanulo! (Fuck)" I winced, sigurado rinig sya sa kabilang room, what a disgrace. Says someone who shouted in a language that they'll understand. Oh fuck my mind.

"Hey dickhead!" I finally shouted, I have an audacity to shout at him for stealing me like a toy.  He looked at me with a confused look,  itinuro ng labi ko kung saan nakalagay ang towel. He smirked and continued talking nonsense na hindi ko naman maintindihan. "You. Fucking. Asshole." I half whispered and shouted. He just proceeded to talk on the phone as if I don't exist. Fuck, I guess I'll need to take the towel myself then. Nakatalikod sya and I found it an opportunity to get the towel and robe, "Okay okay I am calm. I'll talk to him, Yes I will." Wow some english that I only understood sa tagal nya nakipag usap. I tiptoed with a very much effort trying not to slip on the floor, my feet left drops of water that ran through my body.

Until I felt him face me.

I froze.

The time froze.

No shit.

The world froze.

"Uh, Juancho. I'll talk to him tomorrow." Still staring at me, before the guy on the other line could mutter anything, he ended the call and came closer to me.

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

I was in a floating state. He got so close I felt his deep breathes fanning on my face again. He stretched his arms on both sides of me only to corner me at the wall, every step he took made me back up. But a part of me wanted to take a forward and crash into his heated body. But  the familiar feeling and the same heart beat rhythms got into me like it did at our little scenario on the car. I loved the feeling of it. The thrill, the odds, the slight heart attack I get when he gets closer. And nothing for a long time made me feel this way. You mean no one ever? Exactly. No one did. I was the teaser, I was always on top. I was always in charge and in control of my feelings. But now, this reaction. It's new to me. Everything is. I am fighting against the urge of just doing it with him all the time, or even think about him when I touch myself. But this, right now, me fighting the urge was of no use. Because how ever things get to be, my body will always betray me.

I can feel his mouth against mine, but not touching. Just enough to make every nerve of my body quiver.

"Aren't you going to cover yourself up, love?" He whispered.

Oh...

That I forgot.