Aftermath

Eating my feelings

"Alright are you seriously still upset that I'm captain because I am absolutely sick of this. Get your ass out of bed and come watch a movie with the rest of the house. But let's be clear that's not going to happen before you finish your dinner." I yelled but she still laid in the ball so I grabbed her ear and pulled on it until she made it to the beanery. The whole way over she yelled "Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, get off of me." I sat her in the chair and put her food in front of her. She picked at it for almost and hour while the whole time she was crying. I was watching the movie and everyone else was watching Andy. "Guys there is absolutely nothing wrong with her. She is just mad at me because I have the job she wanted." I said. Everyone looked at me like I was a psycho. "Maya this clearly had nothing to do with you she looks like she is going to throw up. The thing is she hasn't eaten anything in the past week except what she picks at during meal times. We should call her dad" Travis said. Before he picked up the phone and called him over

Maya just kept yelling at me telling me to eat but I couldn't do it. So I picked at my food for another 2 hours while everyone else was watching a movie. I couldn't stop crying knowing he was in the other room. I didn't want to ever look at him again or speak to him. Travis walked over and rubbed my back while I had my head laying on the table. After a little while longer their movie finished and everyone sat at the table around me. I sat there and refused to eat. I was full because little do they know I have eaten a lot of junk food. "That's it I cant take this anymore. Travis go into my bunk room and under my bed there is a bag. Bring it to me but don't open it until you get here. Oh wait- be careful it's kinda heavy." Everyone looked at me but I put my blanket over my head. When he got back I told him to look inside the bag. I could sense that he was in shock and I wanted to see the look on him face. I pulled the blanket off of my head at his face was priceless. "Go ahead dump out the bag so I can finally go." I said. "Andy I know people eat there feeling but how many feelings do you have." He said before completely dumping the bag full of chocolate on the ground. "I told you I have been eating. Just never mentioned that I'm eating my feelings." I said. I stood up about to walk away until I saw my dad and I filled with rage. "If your hear your call me a slut again you can leave right now. Wait actually I would prefer if you just left either way because I don't feel like another apology right now" I yelled. Everyone around me gasped.

"And Maya I'm not mad at you for stealing my job so stop trying to make everything about you. I am furious with my dad for blocking me from becoming captain AGAIN. But that is also not the reason why I'm so upset so mind your own business and leave me alone." I yell wiping away my tears before storming out.

I knew I hurt her but I have no idea how I can fix it. I still love her but she hates me now. I accidentally broke Andy. While everyone else was doing Mayas workout I snuck up to Andy's bunk and tried to apologize. I knocked on the door and slowly opened it to see Andy curled up in a ball crying, eating chocolate and watching Frozen 2. I walk in and sit on the edge of her bed. I can feel the tension rise in the room but I chose to ignore it. "Please leave." She says quietly between tears. My heart broke into a thousand pieces. "Andy I love you too but we could never be together." She sits up and wipes away her tears. She is so beautiful and I can't help it so I kiss her passionately. She kisses back and it feels like it could last forever. It felt like magic until my senses kicked in and I pulled away. "I think you should leave." She says so I get up and walk away. Then the alarm sounds and calls for Aid car. Travis and Andy are on the aid car together.