Not who I used to be (Asanoya)

Chapter 6

(I'm going to try a new writing style for this chapter so please tell me what you think of it)

3rd person POV

"H-hello Suga-san" Nishinoya stuttered. Suga looked at him with a sad expression on his face. "Hi Nishinoya, how are you?" The silver boy asked the other one. "I'm not sure. Better?" Suga looked at Noya and said, "Then why was I the only one who was allowed to see you?"

After the shorter one had told the taller one what happen with Asahi the taller male said, "How is your injuries?" Noya didn't want to answer him so Suga try'ed again. "Nishinoya Yuu, how is your injuries?" Noya was throw off by Suga calling him by his full name and decided to tell him the truth. "I-I got two broken rib, a cracked wrist that is almost fully healed, m-my left knee jumped out of its place (Omg this sound so stupid but I don't know what else to write XD) and I have some bruises." Nishinoya told Sugawara. Suga wanted to hug him so bad but he know what had happened between Noya and Asahi so he decided not too. "You know that you are like a mother to me Suga" Nishinoya told Sugawara. "Am I?" The older male asked the younger one. "Y-yeah"

-Timeskip brought to you buy meat dance-

It had been a few weeks since Noya woke up and Suga was still the only one who was allowed to visit Noya. Noya had started to talk to a therapist. Suga promised Noya to not tell the others about what they talked about. The sliver boy had seen so many new sides of Noya this few weeks that had passed. One day he had walked in on him crying and another one he had had a panic attack again. There was one thing that Suga had to tell the others.

Flashback to one week after Nishinoya had woken up.

"I've looked over your test results and I'm sorry to say but you have depression." The therapist told the libero. "Depression" Noya said to himself.

After the therapist walked out of the room Noya reached over to his phone and called his teammate. After a few seconds the older one answered "Moshi moshi" "Hello Suga" Noya said. "Oh, hello Nishi, why are you calling?" Suga asked him. "C-can you come here? Please" "I'm on my way, see you soon." Suga said before hung up. "Was that Nishinoya" Daichi asked. "Yeah, I need to go" "Ok, see you tomorrow Suga!" Daichi said before Suga left the gym.

After about twenty minutes the silver boy opened the door to the brunets hospital room. "Hey Noya!" Suga said. "Hi Suga" Noya answered him. "What did you want to talk about?" The older one asked. "He wanted to talk with you" Nishinoya said and pointed to a guy with glasses who was sitting in a corner. The man got up from the chair and walked over to Suga. "Sugawara Koshi right?" He asked Suga. "Yes" "The young boy here has taken some tests after he woke up and I can say that he have depression" He told Sugawara. Suga looked over to Noya and then back at him. "I'll leave you too alone now" The man said and left. "Noya" The silver haired boy said and walked over to the other one. "I'm sorry" Noya said. "Why? Its not your fault Noya" And with that Noya started to cry and it didn't take long for Suga to join him.

After Suga and Noya had talked and cry'ed for two hours Suga left him alone again. When he entered the gym again he saw that they where already packing up. "Suga-san! How did it go? Tanaka asked him. "C-can you guys come over here?" Suga asked. Everyone of them stoped what they where doing and walked over to their vice captain. "Whats wrong Suga?" Daichi asked. "Noya has d-dep-depression" Suga somehow managed to get out.

After a while of talking and explaining and crying everyone walked home, some walked together other walked alone but they all thought the same, how didn't I notice?

End of flashback

"Hello Nishinoya" A doctor greeted Noya. "Hi" "You are ready to leave this hospital next week" The doctor said with a smile on his lips. "Really?" Noya asked him. "Yes"

-Timeskip brought to you by Deadchi-

"Of course you can stay with me Noya" Suga said as he walked with Noya out of the hospital. "I live alone so company is always welcomed!" A small smile formed on Nishinoyas lips. "Thank you Suga-san, for everything" "You are welcome!" The boys talked with each other while they walked to Sugawaras house. When they arrived Suga showed Noya to the room he was going to stay in and went downstairs to make dinner for the two boys. Noya unpacked his stuff in the small room. It had grey walls and a brown floor. In a corner was a bookshelf standing and in another one there was a closet. Noya walked over to the small bed and laid himself down on it. The bed was soft and cold. Whiteout noticing Noya drifted away to sleep, a thing that he hadn't been able to do for a week.

"F-father please stop, please" "I'm not done with you" He said before hitting Noya again. It was so cold in the basement and so dark that Noya could not see. How long had he been there? A day? two? He was nocked out of his thought after his dad had kicked him in his stomach. Noya coughed and out came blood. "P-please, s-stop" "Shut up you piece of trash, no one loves you and I'm just doing what everyone wants to do, beat the shit out of you" He responded. Noya know that he was drunker then usual but this was sick. "Please-

-STOP!" Noya could hear Suga's fast steps as he run up the stairs. "Noya! Are you alright?" He asked and Noya could not stop the tiers anymore. Suga walked closer to Noya. "Is it alright if I hug you?" He asked the small boy. "Y-yes" Noya said. Suga crawled up next to Noya and hugged him, saying that everything was alright.

(1038 words! Wooooooooooooo!!! I finally made a long chapter! I hope you like it and please tell me what you think of this "new" writing "style")