twitter. / brightwin

13. | im sorry

my birthday's tomorrow and i just don't know what to do.

i texted bright and asked if he could come over since it's too lonely right now.

lucas is busy due to his projects and i'm all alone here.

and the fact that me and bright didn't see each other for four days. he told me he was busy.

"come here." bright sat on my couch as soon as he arrived at my dorm.

i sat beside him as he put his arm over my shoulder, pulling me closer.

"let's just watch netflix?" he said and i knew that even if we watch netflix, we still ended up making out.

it's like 'let's watch netflix' is a signal for us to make out.

i dim the lights as we lay on my couch.

i felt his soft lips against mine as i roughly kissed him back.

gosh, i miss this.

he bit my lip as i groaned and kiss him wilder.

i stopped for air and he waited for me.

he grinned and then kissed me once again.

and that's all we did all day.

until his phone started ringing.

"can you get my phone?" bright asked as i nodded and get his phone on the side table of my couch.

sunny is calling you.

i frowned and gave the phone to bright.

when he sees the one who's calling him, he immediately excused himself and left to go to the bathroom.

i never knew a guy named sunny. that must be a girl.

i sighed and just shook my thoughts as i continued watching the movie.

after a few minutes, bright came back who looks like he's in a hurry.

"sorry, win. i need to go." he said and i nodded standing up to get the door for him but he quickly left. 

i sighed heavily.

don't be mad, win.

you're just a slut who's hungry for his kisses.

i shouldn't be mad to bright who's just using you. in fact, you use him too.

we're all just stupid assholes who lust for stupid guys.

i keep saying negative things to myself because that's what i deserve.

i bit my lip, realizing something.

i'm jealous.

and i can't deny that.

but it's just so wrong.

i imagine telling it to bright.

he's probably gonna get mad at me.

winmetawin:

lu. i think i'm doomed.

lucas26:

wdym?

winmetawin:

i broke the deal.

lucas26:

oh shit.

lucas26:

you better leave that
freaking deal right now!

winmetawin:

but i can't.

winmetawin:

i'm sorry.