The Pain I Hide For Others Sake

Starting the Day

                12/18/2014                14:34 p.m.

         It's only a few days away from Christmas. Everyone is excited for the holidays, even me, which is very rare. Right now I lay on my bed, playing Grand Theft Auto© San Andreas©. It only been a little time since my last Skype call with my friend K, and I'm already missing her voice. We text each other but it's not the same. My family is downstairs doing some other shit that I could care less about. As I sit here in snow camouflage sleep pants and blood stained grey T-shirt, I wonder how life would change if I wasn't there. How would my friends react if I wasn't there to say "Hello" the next day. My day started off great with school being canceled due to a snow day. So, obviously I couldn't go back to sleep. So, K texted me and started talking to her instead of trying to sleep. After a while, I started to listen to some music. I was pretty much woken up after listening to some Eminem so I decided to get some breakfast. But we had nothing that I wanted to eat so I went back upstairs. I started to play boxing when me and K started to Skype. I was still playing boxing against Muhammad Ali. When I started to lose, I quit before I lost my perfect streak. That's when I started playing GTA. I had to stop Skyping with K when my tablet got to 14% battery so I promised that I would call back later. And here is where we started.