The Pain I Hide For Others Sake

Losing them...

It's been awhile since I've been on here. So I thought why not. Me and Kaci, I think are splitting apart. She met a new friend named Jay and they got super close, super quickly. And I think he's trying to take her from me and her other friends. He's succeeding... we used to meet up all the time in the morning, but ever since she met Jay, she's rarely been there. It makes me sad to see that because we wait there all morning until the first bell, just waiting there for her. In gaming club today, her and Jay sat right next to me and held hands and hugged a lot. It makes me sad because that's exactly what me and Kaci did when she first came to gaming club... So, I don't know what to think but I think I'm losing it. I've been super sick, I'm losing my closest friend in the world, and I'm super depressed again...what do I do?