love inception

best friend.

She squinted her eyes at you indicating she thought she knew what you were about to say but didn't believe it regardless of whether she knew or not.
You didn't see any point in dragging it out and making a scene of it so with one huge breathe you explained most of what had happened in somewhat detail.
Her face had gone dead still as you kept talking and when you finished, took another breath and told her you have no idea what to do next.
she walked to the fridge, got a bottle of soju, and silently chugged it whole.

She leaned up against the kitchen counter facing out towards the open living room and asked simply; •"what. the fuck?"
You knew she was in shock and also partially being dramatic for affect because that was her way of making things humorous.
"We have to keep this secret. No acceptions. No, "i just wanted to see how crazy she thought it was" excuses after blabbing to your friends. This is for our safety and theirs. We could literally get sued!"  You told her while she was still silent.
•"Sued? you're worried about getting sued when you have a chance to have Kim namjoon as your sugar daddy?"
You threw a pillow at her and smiled.
"You loser i'm serious! i don't even know what to text him or say or if i should say anything at all."
•"Should you say anything?? If you don't i will you dumbass. This is a once in a lifetime chance and you're not gonna know until you try."
"but he's,,,,, kim. namjoon. KIM. NAM. JOON. YOU KNOW. THE NAMTIDDIES GUY??"
•"OKAY SO? HE ALSO LIKES TINY CRABS AND HAS AN ANDROID COME ON JUST TEXT HIM"
"you know what fine. i will. but if it goes wrong i'm telling him you stole my phone. period."
•"Not if i text him from my actual phone first"
"You wouldn't."
•"who says..?"
"the fact that i pay all the rent says"
•"UGH fine."
"Did you just say..... ugh..."

You both forgot about why the conversation originally started, played UGH! and blasted it so hard the lamps were shaking off the tables. thankfully the apartments below and above you were vacant, there was no apartment to the left side and the people on the right side were on vacation.

Dancing without a care in the world and chanting the lyrics made you think back to that night when you and her met at the 4th muster concert. You felt so free and at peace and you weren't worried about anything including what to say to the leader of the group that was the reason you had a best friend.

You hadn't had quality time with her in a while because it seemed like even though you lived in the same house you were both being pulled in 18 different directions and none of them were the same.
Getting to play argue with her and bop to bts really helped put you at ease and in a way gave you a confidence boost to take the chance and deal with the whole namjoon situation without regrets.