The unbearable pain that doesn't escape my lips, but instead wraps itself on my heart. Enveloping the organ that seems so vulnerable, yet so precious at the same time.
The red drops from the hollow openings from my face, as there is nothing to fill it anymore. Laughing sadly to myself as if I should be happy that I no longer have eyes or should I be staining my bandages more because of it. The internal battle in my heart, in my thoughts, just because what was on my lips. Another pair from someone I don't even know the name of, but the only thing that's in my mind is, should I want more of his? Or should I still keep yearning for the ones from him?
I'm so lost.
I'm so broken.
Why?
Why must my happiness never last?
Why did I go down the mountain? To experience the real world? To showcase my talent? To help people?
Yes? No? Maybe?
Why must he come to my life?
Why did he have to hurt him?
Why did I have to love him?
Why?
I'm so broken.
I'm so lost.
Please.
Help Me.
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Help Me //SLxXXC//XXCxXY// MDZS
FanfictionA side story I came up with that's mostly the inner thoughts of Xiao Xingchen in his arc in the story. As well the inner battle in XXC's head when the mysterious person he helped kissed him, but also killed the dreams that he had held onto for so...
