ARCHANGEL . (KAMINARI X READER)

archangel

❝YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW, I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN !❞

Denki felt like screaming, and crying, and clawing his throat. He'd fallen asleep next to the angel, and they'd left him.

Gone. Disappeared into nothingness. The empty space beside him scarcely compared to the space in his heart. He'd lost something that brought him happiness and love. Something he hasn't felt since his mom died.

Everything hurt, but not physically. His solarium suddenly didn't feel very beautiful anymore. The feeling of their lips still rested on his, he couldn't help but graze his fingers ever so slightly onto them and give a weak smile.

For the most beautiful thing in the world had just left him high and dry.

Without warning, salty tears erupted from Denki's golden eyes. He cried, feeling hopeless.

A part of him felt stupid again, for forming such a connection and support system with them but a part of him was so happy he met them. They shared kisses last night. Kisses full of love, curiosity, bliss, exploration and happiness.

Denki equipped them with all the feelings necessary to carry on into wherever angels go when they die. In his heart, he knew that this would happen eventually. However, it made him happy that he could make you experience those feelings for even just a short while.

You didn't leave without a goodbye.

It hurt so much. No solar systems could slow the fall. Air gnawing at a being of equal etherealness. Burning. Burning. One day, if you shall come to the same fate, we will surely be together.

please remember what you saw for the first time in me. I would be nothing short of happy if soon we were to meet and experience that moment that that brought you such joy.

there were those moments when you scarcely spared me a second glance yet I knew there was a singular emotion you felt for a treacherous creature like me. the singular emotion you taught me, which was love.

and here is where I apologize to you. You've been lied to countless times. I'm afraid that I only hurt you. Did I hurt you?

i yearn for the right to feel shameful. in the deplorable acts i committed against you, i hope you can forgive me. the pain and drainage of these emotions that hold too much power. please forgive me, for i struggle to feel them.

those unexplainable times and feelings I experienced, do not rush to feel them with me again. though you may not know my name, be free and know that surely im still here. im still waiting for you. forever. you know we'll meet again."

-[Name] [Last Name], de angelo