September 2, 2019
I belong to the group. But I feel not.
They keep me company. Only for a while.
I keep myself to be true to them. But I feel the other way.
During these days, I can feel that I am alone. No one can understand me.
Because the truth is, we are only care on ourselves.
No one can understand you aside from yourself.
You can be with different people but at the end of the day, you only have yourself.
You can't easily say that those people you used to be with will be with you all the time.
People will always be people.
They easily change.
Even the people who turned to be your best buddies.
"PATAWA-TAWA LANG YAN, MAMAYA IIYAK NA YAN." Sounds funny.
They always treat me as a soft hearted person.
That everytime they mocked me about something, I am about to cry or get pissed easily. I can seriously feel the belittlement everytime I am with them.
And yes. They are my college buddies. I can't exactly call them as my friends because the definition of friend doesn't exactly suits the way we are for me. And yes. I can be nice with everyone but I can't call them as a friend.
Maybe an acquiantance . . . But not a friend.
Because the definition of friend for me is like a lifetime partner.
Who you can trust and rely on everytime
YOU ARE READING
Your thoughts, I thought
HumorNot a story. Personal feelings of unexpressed emotions and thoughts that keeps on bothering me every single night.
