"𝐿𝐼𝑉𝐸 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝑈𝑆"

6

It's been a month and Stokeley and Jahseh have been making music and gaining quiet a bit of fame
I've been living in stokeley's house for a month I've been getting a little sick like throwing up a lot in the morning I decided not to tell stokes so he wouldn't get worried

Jah and his uncle came over to listen to some songs that stokeley was planing on releasing
"VRO THIS IS THE SHIT" jah yelled excitedly jumping up and down
"AYEEEE" stokeley chuckled
About an hour passed and jah was heading out
"Ight vro see ya later me and my uncle are gonna go motorcycle shopping rq i might get one im not sure yet" jah said in a rush while heading to the door
" ight vro i love you" stokeley said waving bye at jah as he walked out the door
I sat on the couch and went on my phone stokeley was on his bed upstairs doing who knows what
About an hour later I heard the tv say the most heartbreaking thing ever
"Rapper XXXTentacion was shot and killed during an apparent robbery Today in Broward County, Florida"
"The 20-year-old rapper, whose real name was Jahseh Onfroy, was leaving a motorsports store shortly before 4 p.m. when two men in a dark colored SUV shot and killed him in an apparent robbery."
"Broward County deputies are actively looking for the two men and asking anyone who witnessed the shooting to come forward."
I looked up shocked at what I just heard with tears in my eyes

"STOKELEYYYYY" i was crying so hard that I couldn't really scream
"Yeah?"
"J-jah's d-d-dead"i said shaking
"WHAT!!" He ran down stairs and saw it on the tv
I looked up at him seeing tears running down his face I ran up to him and hugged him tight we cried ourselves to sleep on the living room floor
We didn't say a word it was just plain out cries and coughs from crying so much

I woke up to stokeley by me with red puffy eyes
I remembered what happened to jah
I quickly got on my phone and saw
17 missed calls from Jenesis
17 voice mails form Jenesis
And 57 unread messages from Jenesis all from last night
I quickly called her back
"JENESIS"
"Why did he have to die" she said sniffing
"Idkkk come over so I can hug you plzzzz I'm devastated too"
"im on my way imma try not to cry and drive tho" she said stopping in between words

I went down on the floor to try and wake up stokeley but he didn't wake up
"stokeley?" I said shaking him
"Stokekeyyy? Wake up jenesis is coming over we have to comfort her too" I said while holding his face
Then I realized..... is he breathing? Holy shit stffuuuuuuu is he breathing????? Like is he or is he not? OH MY GOODDDD okay calm down he's probably Just in a deep sleep
I slowly went to check is he was breathing and he wasn't....... SHIT IS HE ALIVE????? No no no no no no no no he better be alive
I tried to find a pulse but I couldn't find one he was really cold so I got a blanket and put it on him
"Stokeley plz wake up....." I said softy trying to keep the tears back because there was a chance he was dead
I heard a knock and opened the door I quickly have jenesis a hug
"W-why is stokeley on the f-floor" she asked with tears in her eyes
"He won't wake up......" I said slowly
"He d-doesn't have a pulse.......and he isn't umm not b-b-breathing" I said holding back my tears
"What do you mean?" Her voice was shaking
"H-he might b-b-be d-d-dead" I said while the tears came running down
Jenesis quickly ran to him and grab his face
"OMG HE'S SO COLD"
"I-I know I tried giving him a blanket but he won't wake up"
"CALL 911" she said while she tears steamed down her face

911 what's your emergency?
I think m-my friend is dead
What do you mean? Where are they?
He's on the floor and he's not breathing he's really cold too
May i ask why he's on the floor or do you not know?
Umm our best friend passed away yesterday evening and both me and him were crying and we fell asleep on the floor crying
Oh I'm so sorry thank you for sharing is anybody else in the house beside you and your friend? He's a male am I correct?
My other friend is here and yes he's a male
Help is on the way, did you check if he had a pulse?
Yeah he doesn't I gave him a blanket to make him warm but it's not working
I'm sorry honey but that's not going to help
Oh the ambulance are here
Okay I'll let you go bye bye

The rest was a blur I remember them walking in and taking stokeley in a bag and taking him on the  stretcher while jenesis was following them I just stayed behind on able to move I was like numb I couldn't feel anything tears just rolled down my cheeks non stop

It's been a week without jah a stokeley
We haven't heard from Jarad in over 4 months he didn't answer any calls or texts we got police searching for him but no sign of him at all it was strange
I got a text from jenesis

🌸jenesis🌸 

🌸jenesis🌸:y/n  I have big news
Me:what is it about?
🌸jenesis🌸: jahseh......
I was a bit confused because jenesis never talked about him because it hurt her to much to talk about his passing
Me:what do you mean?
🌸jenesis🌸: he's going to be a dad......
Me: wait your pregnant?!?
🌸jenesis🌸:yeah I took a test because I've been throwing up like crazy ever since the party
Me: omg IM GOING TO BE A AUNTIE
🌸jenesis🌸: YESSS i have a doctors appointment to see how far along I am
Me: bitch im coming with you
🌸jenesis🌸: finnneee im kidding yesssss get ready my brothers going to drive us
Me: okayyy
I got ready I wore a tight white shirt and some black leggings and black slide uggs to match
We made our way to the doctors and got her checked in she got called and her brother stayed behind while I went in with her
"Shit I'm kinda of nervous"
"It's okayyy" I hugged jenesis
"What if jah isn't okay with me having his baby?"
"Girl he'd love you having his baby be quiet" I said while the doctor came in
"Hellooo mrs sanchez" the doctor said with his hand out to her
"Hi" she shook his hand
"I'm doctor Williams I'll be doing most of your check up appointments"
"If I can get you to lay back that would be great"
"Okay" she layed back and rolled up her shirt
"The jelly might be a little cold so stay put"
He did the little ultrasound and you could see the face
that baby was like almost fully a human
"It looks like your 6 months into the pregnancy, wow he or she looks healthy good job"
"Thank you"
"Would you like to know the gender?"
"YESS" she said excitedly
"Your having a healthy baby boy"
"OMGGG" Jenesis sat up so I could give her hug
I went and gave her a hug
"Do you know the gender of your baby yet?" The doctor asked me
"What oh im not pregnant" I laughed nervously
"You look pregnant why don't we take a look"
"Uhhh okay" me and Jenesis switched places
"Y/n have you been doing the dirty?" Jenesis asked quickly
"ummmmmm only once" her mouth did the o shape
He put the jelly stuff and to my surprise a babies face popped up on the screen

Ayeeeeeee k bye I love you
5/18/2020 12:44🤍🌎