"𝐿𝐼𝑉𝐸 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝑈𝑆"

14

I told jenesis everything that the teacher had told me about the fight gekyume got in and that he would be suspended from school for a week

After dinner we all sat down in the living room thinking about what we can do

"Oh. My. God we should go to the carnival!" Ally squealed

We all agreed it was only 4 so we had 5 hours until the kids bed time

I got ready and got lei lei ready as well

"Is everyone ready?" Jenesis asked with the car keys in her hand

We finally arrived I was hella excited because I love carnivals and it will be the kids first time we decided to invite Gabe with us at last minute

We got our wristbands on and waited on a bench near by for Gabe to arrive

"Mommmy I wanna go on that one!" Leilani said pointing to the Mary-go-round ride

"We will bby sit down so we can wait for uncle Gabe to get here" I assured her

"Finally Gabe you took for ever"Ally said giving Gabe a hug as he walked up to us

"Not my fault there was so much god damn traffic" he said rolling his eyes playfully

We went on the Mary go round first because it was the most calm one

"I'm on a horse bitchhh" Gabe said taking a video for Instagram
"weeeeeeeee" Leilani said with the biggest smile on her face

Her smile was the cutest thing ever she had the same smile as stokeley she literally looked exactly like him, she only had my lips and that's it 😔

We ended up going on almost on all the rides but left one person with the kids on the rides the couldn't go on

It was already 7 so we wanted to play some carnival games

"I want that one!" Jarad said to me as the everyone else was trying to win a fish

"You want the teddy bear?" I asked to be sure it was the right one he was talking about

"Yeah"

The game was to get the bottle to stand up bruh the shit it hard as fuck oh well I'll try

"How many tries for 30 dollars" I asked the man at the game stand holding jarads hand so I don't lose him

"6 tries" he replied

On the 4 tried I somehow made it

"YAYY THAT YOU AUNTIE Y/N I LOVE YOU!" Jarad said excitedly hugging my leg

"Your welcome jj, I love you too"I chuckled as patting his head

"Congratulations which one would you like?"

"The teddy bear right there" i said pointing at the one jarad wanted

"How the fuck did you win?" Gabe said surprised as everyone walked to up to me and jarad

"I don't know I guess I'm just lucky" I giggled as I handing jarad his teddy bear

"Guys let's get home it already 8:45" jenesis said carrying gekyume because he was sleepy

We arrived home gave the kids a bath and put them in their pjs

My closet was huge so we remodeled it and made it into a room so ally could actually have a room gekyume and Jarad share a room as well and leilani sleeps with them so she rarely sleeps in her room

I was still wearing the same jeans as earlier I reached in the back pocket and took out the picture I laid on my bed and got dressed into some sweats and a plain t shirt
I sat on my bed and grabbed the picture I stared at it for a long time tears began to form while thinking of past memories

FLASHBACK MEMORY OF JAH

IHOP
"And for you sir what would you like"the waiter asked jahseh
"A nice big stek" he said with a grin
"A steak really nigga?"

FLASHBACK MEMORY OF JARAD

"Aye what are the odds you got up to that girl right there and talk dirty to her" jah asked

"1-10 Ready 1....2.....3"
"3!" The both screamed

"FUCK!" Jarad said while making his way up to the girl

"Hold up you gotta recorded it" I added

"Fine" he grabbed his phone and headed up to her

A few moments later jarad started twerking in front of her

"What this nigga doin?!" Stokeley said trying not to laugh

The video

"Aye wassup mamas?"

"Um who are you?"

"I wanna know what that mouth do"

"Uhh"

"Aye also yo ass is phat even tho you sittin down"

"Uh thanks?"

"I got really good tweaking skills lemme show this shit off"

"Damn she walked off" Jarad whisper into the speaker

FLASHBACK OF STOKELEY

"CAUSE BABY YOUR FIREEEEEEEEWORKKKK" me and jarad heard form upstairs

"What the fuck?" Jarad said trying not to laugh
We made our way upstairs and Jarad kicked opened the door

Then there was stokeley shirtless using his tv remote as a microphone and a bonnet on his head that covered his eyes

"MAKE EM GO AH A- holy shit what y'all doin here" stokeley said pulling his bonnet up so he could see
END OF FLASHBACKS

"Are you okay?" I heard jarad soft voice say

I looked up to see the door creeped open and Jarad looking in

"Yeah I'm good why you up" I asked stiffing

"I can't sleep" he said plainly

"Come here let's watch a movie" I said so he could fall asleep

He laid his head on my shoulder as his little dreads floped down just like Jarads 

We watched Coco and he fell asleep in the middle of the movie I turned off the tv and tried to get some rest

🤍🌎 6/7/2020 1:44
11 more days till june 18th