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𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕
𝐒𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭'𝐬 𝐇𝗼𝐮𝐬𝐞 | 𝐀𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚, 𝐆𝐞𝗼𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐚
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10:56 𝐩.𝗺.

  My sweaty palms gripped the steering wheel, as I sped to Saint's house. It was a dark and rainy  Sunday night. My hands trembled as I wiped a tear away from my eye. 𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘦? I thought to myself. I listened closely, as Jasmine Sullivan played through my speakers.

𝐼 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝑎𝑟
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡
𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑢𝑔𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑠...

My brakes screeched, as I came to a stop in front of Saint's house. My eyes filled with tears as I gazed at the old brick house. My mind flooded with memories of how many nights he and I spent here. How many times we kissed each other goodbye...

"Six years!" I cried, slamming my hands against the dashboard. He threw away our six year relationship for some tramp he meant a month ago. I sobbed quietly, sinking down into my car seat.  "𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒" His words replayed in my head.

My grip tightened on the steering wheel, as I stared down into my lap. Salty tears blurred my vision. He thought he coud just toss me out like trash, and get away with it? Well he was horribly wrong...

I wiped away my tears and pushed my car door open, turning up the radio before stepping out. My combat boots hit the wet pavement as I closed my door. I walked around my car, while rain began to soak into my black hoodie. I popped the trunk and pulled out a gray steel bat.

I slowly walked over to Saint's yellow mustang, his pride and joy. I gripped the bat in my hands. And swung.

The bat shattered his back window, causing broken glass to spill onto the ground.

𝐼 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑡, 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑤 𝑖𝑡.

I let out a shaky sob before lifting the bat into the air, and bringing it down onto his side mirror. The yellow mirror clattered to the ground

𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑡ℎ.
𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛...

A loud crash echoed through the air as I smashed his passenger side window. I saw his neighbors light switch on.

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠
𝑇𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑡.

I hit his hood between each word, tears choking me up.

"You!"

"Never!"

"Loved!"

"Me!"

I sent a devastating blow into his windshield with the last word. More lights began to turn on around the block. I couldn't stop swinging I hit whatever I could. His door handles, windows, windshield. Over, and over again.

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝑎𝑟
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛, 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒

I prepared to swing again, until I heard sirens in the distance. I raced to my car, throwing the bat in the backseat and speeding off. I sobbed loudly along to the song.

𝑂ℎ 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑎𝑚 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔?
𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑎𝑚 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜'𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔?
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦
𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦

I drove off into the dark. Did I regret what I did? Not one bit.

𝐼 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝑎𝑟

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