I'm finally seeing you once again,
After all these years,
And I want to be the exact same as I was,
Before all the loneliness and fear,
But I have spun a web of lies,
Turned into someone that I despise,
That I no longer can remember who I was before,
Those days when we walked hand in hand across the shore,
Or took walks through the park,
And in trees left initials in hearts,
But I have forgotten who I was then,
I've turned into someone I hate,
And I remember when I was different before, everything was great,
But we were pulled away by fate and I was forced to change,
So now I just hope you don't hate the new me,
Even though my mind's rearanged.