It was a stormy Sunday noon, I was thinking whether or not getting a box and giving mattia back what he has gave me during our time together. I finally got up from my bed going to my closet and getting an old shoe box and started to gather the stuff. His sweatshirts, sweatpants, cologne, small gifts he gave me. I put it all in together regretting everything. I then was thinking of writing him a letter to give me and him some closure. I then got a piece of paper and went to my desk in my room and started writing and writing. As soon I was done I folded it and put it in an envelope and put it in the shoe box. I then put on some random shoes and started walking to his house in the rain. After a 5 minute I walk, I knocked on his door, waiting for an answer, quickly stood his dad smiling at me. "ciao mr.polibio potresti darmi questo a mattia per me?" (Hello mr.polibio could you please give this to mattia for me?) I said while handing him the shoe box. Mr.polibio quickly nodded taking the shoe box, probably knowing this his own son must've messed something up with the girl. Mr. polibio really liked the girl, she wasn't snotty like the other girls mattia had dated. "grazie signor polibio. penso che inizierò. addio." (thank you mr.polibio. I think I'll get going. Bye.) I said while giving him a quick goodbye hug. I then headed back home. Mattias POV I was just laying in my bed with her in my head racing with thoughts. Why did I? Why didn't I just stay with her? I miss you y/n. I then was disrupted when my dad bursted in my room looking kind of disappointed. "cosa è successo papà? stai bene?" (What happened dad? Are you okay?) I said with worry. "Qui." (Here.) He said while handing me a shoe box. He shook his head and left my room. I then opened the shoe box and saw all the things I had gave her. My hoodies, sweatpants, promise ring, cologne. I then felt a tear rush over my cheek, I quickly wiped it. I then saw a letter, I opened the envelope and started reading it.
Dear Mattia, I gave you all your stuff back because I felt like it was the important thing to do, to give us closure. I hope we could stay friends. I still love you mattia. Whenever you need someone I'll be here. Whoever your with next, she will be lucky to have you. You're an a amazing guy matti don't forget that. You and I weren't meant for each other maybe. Maybe this will be you awakening to never lead someone on, make them say "i love you" and saying "I love you too" without actually meaning it making them look like a fool at the end. The "love we've had for each other was never real, I thought it was, but I guess it wasn't. But I hope we can still be friends even after what happened? Sincerely, You're ex lover
I was crying now. How could I mess something up that I loved and cared for so much? Why did I? Am I still deeply in love with her?
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A/n: hey guyssss!! THANK U SO MF MUCH FOR 1K READS ON THE WHOLE BOOK! I LOVE YALL SO MUCH. MORE THAN MYSELF!!!!!!!! ❤︎❤︎ but here's a small filler chapter I will gladly make a longer chapter but ily all- author ❤︎
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