Soooo my internet isn't exactly working right now. :( Even though by the time anyone reads this it'll be working. :P Anyhoo I decided to try to write something, anything really, even if it's crap. :P
Day 1.
Today's been really long, like super long. And really fun. I feel silly writing this stuff down. My sister said it helped her, and said I should try it. :P I think it's useless, and really boring. But she just had to go and mention it to my shrink, so now I have to write my “feelings” down. If only they knew I didn't feel like they do. They don't feel as strongly as I do...They feel bits and pieces of pain, love, anger, and so on and so forth. Me, I'm a different story.
I feel everything fully, not just bits and pieces. It's like when I get a scratch that normal people wouldn't notice, it feels like I got my arm (or leg, wherever it's located) ripped open. And last summer, I fell in love...I didn't feel just a little bit of it, I felt everything. And when I realized I was in love, it hit me like a tidal wave, every time I think of the guy I fell in love with the tidal wave feeling comes back, it's a lot less stronger, but I still feel the love every single time.
Anyways, the reason my sister told my shrink is cause she's worried about me. Why? Because I am who I am. Will she ever know the truth? No. Because if I tell her any of this stuff she'd freak out. And then she'd go and tell my shrink, or my parents, and I'd be institutionalized. That's not fun. :P The reason I said my parents instead of our parents is because she's not really my sister. She's just a friend that knows absolutely everything about me...Except the feelings thing, oh and a few other things. You'll learn about those later. I feel honored to be able to call her my sister, she's absolutely the best.
She's looking over my shoulder right now though, but I know she's not reading. She thinks I should write some more because three paragraphs isn't enough. Apparently she writes at least ten a night, I don't know how she writes all of that. Probably just a bunch of rambling like mine. :P I think I'm going to stop now because I'm getting really really bored with this. No offence or anything...Like a computer could get offended. -Rolls Eyes- Yeah, you heard me! I rolled my eyes at you...Stupid computer.
- Until tomorrow, Liz.
YOU ARE READING
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Teen FictionOk, so there's more truth than fiction in this. Don't judge my lamness! I know I'm not a good writer, but you don't have to tell me that. :P Anyways, this story is pretty much my life, I'll try to write every day. :)
