My Pilgrimage, My Journey That In The End Its Not Yet Over

Chapter 1 I NEED ANSWER "WHO I AM?"

When I was second year high school, I was 13 years old. I am already a teenage right? I dont know how to change from child because of changing physical, emotional, psychological and spiritual aspect of life. It seemed very complicated for me to know how teenage deal with elder and younger than I. many things which rusted my mind, so I wrote this poem:

                                                                                "Who I Am"

I am a person over this world I ask question who am I to all I am needed or not needed in time of classification That wait for everything in there enumeration. I am good in reading and good in writing Poor, but blissful and broadminded to all Think for anything that what is given I asked for anyone but no one can tell. I asked myself and looking at the mirror Can passed any sacrifices that's why I can communicate myself more. For the picture I watch, for the feature I select I can do mistakes but similarly produces I can faced problem all must been solved But, what is the communicative purpose? I stop asking for the answer I am waiting I am the one who can tell, "who I am to all" Its upon me, not hidden nor forbidden It's depend upon me and everything that I've done withe will and ease.

 In fact, I am the sixth child. As in the middle of the family, I thought I have my own world. I thoughtI am not belong to the group of elder and younger. i alway thought nobody loves me. Its how life goes, the journey of my life with infinite purpose. 

But in the end, my thoughts are wrong.