Komorebi🎋(Lloyd x reader) {paused}

6. Paths

Good news- Mac Miller
Good news, good news, good news is all they wanna hear. No they don't like it when I'm down.
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2020 is officially trash
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Your POV

My sweet little girl...

„What?"

I wish I could've told you sooner... I'm so sorry.

„What??? Who is this."

(Y/n), I know all this is complicated and it will be worse... but I promise you, we'll meet us sooner that you think.

„Wait... what are you talking about?! I-I don't understand I-„

You will understand when it's time. Take care of Sai, I know you always did it already but... I'm so sorry.

„M-mom? Wha- oh my god... d-dad?!" My heart was racing.

I love you both so much (Y/n)... and I want you to know that I never wanted to leave you like this. And meet you like this isn't the way I preferred either.

„What is the meaning of this? Is this a dream? I can't see anything..."

(Y/n)... you have my light. You're the puzzle that was never revealed. Now it's slowly time to show yourself, I'm sorry to say this but you have no other option.

I didn't understand, anything. What is he talking about? What is even happening? Is this really... dad? I can't- I-

(Y/n). Try and talk to your mother. I know this is...hard to do but please, trust me.
I love you...

*beep beep beep beep beep*

„Ughh what- I can't breathe I-!"

"Mi s?! Mi s! I ne d you to cal  m do n..."
I was able to open my eyes and saw all the nurses over me, currently trying to soothe my pulse and control my breathing.

I took some deep painful breaths... "In and out miss, it's okay, nothing is happening." She reassured.

I panted... my breathing was very thin and flat, it was so hard.

„Miss (L/n), I'm going to remove your oxygen mask for 30 seconds. You need to take deep breaths while you're mask is off ok? I'll put it back on immediately." The nurse said, doing her job smoothly.

I just nodded in response, still panting painfully. I didn't know what happened.
The nurse removed the mask, I tried to breathe deeply in and out, it was so damn hard. It's like you're on top of a big mountain and try to breathe the thin ass air.

"You're doing great miss, in and out." She soothed.

As I was done trying to stabilize my breathing, the nurse put my mask gently back on and documented what was happening.

"W-what time is it?" I asked. "It's 8 am miss. Normally you would be out of the hospital today but I think we have to take some more tests." She informed.