Trouble// m.e

seven- Matthew

She just left. She didn't say goodbye or anything, she just left.

Okay, I know I'm a dick. I'm such an ass for letting her leave, but it was probably better for her.

I wouldn't want to hurt her again.

-

I feel so lonely, so empty. Without Leianna there isn't any enjoyment in my life.

I left the hotel about an hour ago. I've tried calling and texting her, but she won't answer.

Man, I really fucked up.

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I was currently walking around a nearby park and I noticed her. I ran, afraid she would get up and leave before I got to her.

"Leianna!" She gave me a look of disgust, then looked back down at her lap.

"What do you want? Oh, wait. Are you even going to tell me?" She asked sarcastically.

"Look, I just noticed you. But, seriously, please come back. We dated for two days and then one little stumbling block made you leave."

"No, it wasn't little."

"Stop being bitchy and stubborn and just listen to me!"

"Bitchy? Really? How about this, go fuck a rusty chainsaw."

"Look, can I at least explain?"

"Whatever."

I sighed. "I cheated on you, but didn't want to except it. I'm really sorry, Leianna," I said as a tear fell from my eye.

"Cheated?" She whispered so quietly, it was barely audible. She had tears in her eyes, too. Pain shot through her eyes as I said those words.

"Leianna, you know I love you. I regretted it, but I didn't know what happened until I saw myself naked in a hotel room. I was drunk! I didn't think I would get that drunk."

"But, you still cheated!"

"But, I didn't mean to! It was not my intention to go fuck a girl after talking to the love of my life! Leianna, we may have met just two months ago, but it seems like forever. You're my happy place, my getaway. You are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I want to own a little house with you and get married. I want to have little Matty and Leiannas running around. You are my forever." I said as I sat on the bench beside her. She only shook her head.

"What?" I asked.

"I can't be that for you, I'm too broken. I'm too, well, me."

"Yeah, but that's what I love about you! You're so perfect and you don't even recognize it."

We sat in silence for a few minutes before I broke it.

"Please, forgive me?" I begged.

"I forgive you, Matt."

"Matt? What happened to Matty?"

"I was somebody when I called you Matty, I was your girlfriend. Now, however, I'm not. So, I call you Matt, just like everybody else. Because I'm everybody else now."

"No! You're the love of my life, the one I care most for. I don't care if you don't feel the same. I mean, I do, it's just that I love you a lot and you probably hate me right now. I just wanted to tell you that I've stopped going to the gang. I realized that Trouble was bad for me so I've been going to a personal therapist. It's been really working."

"I don't hate you," She said barely audible.

"You don't?" I questioned.

"No. I love you too fucking much to stay mad at you." My heart fluttered. That may sound stupid, but I don't care. It's good to know that she doesn't hate me. I took her hand in mine and turned her head toward me. I kissed her lightly. She hesitated at first, but slowly gave in. I pulled away after a minute, my lips swollen.

"I love you so fucking much, Leianna."

"I love you, too, Matty."

"Are we back together now?"

"Not like this, you have to make it more romantic," She teased.

"Fine. Anything for my love," I said, getting on one knee. I took her hand and kissed it.

"You're too much sometimes, but that's why I love you."

"I've really missed this."

"I've really missed us," She said as she kissed me.

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