(WARNING, SELF-HARM MENTIONED IN THIS CHAPTER)
Ava POV
Oh no, wonder where Felix is now? I wanna apologize to him. The way I acted was WAYY too extreme. I need to see him! Again, where is he though... Surely he would be close by. Maybe at his house? That's where I need to check first, considering it's WHERE HE LIVES. One door away from his house. (exhale) I walked up to his door. Right before I knocked, I got a tap on my shoulder. "Hello?" someone says from behind me. "Oh hi.," I say. It was Ian... Oh no. "what' cha doin'?" he says. "Uhm, o-oh um i-" "Also, who's house is this?" He says. Then the door opens. A girl, a very pretty one. "Hi," I say to her politely. "Ugh just get on with it loser." She says. Ummm ok... Didn't know she'd be here. "This is my boyfriend's house" "Why are you here?" she says. I smell some jealousyyyyy (imma stop with the NCT jokes-) I could tell she wasn't happy with me being there. Keep in mind, Ian was still behind me. "Um, I'd just like to have a talk with Felix please," I say. Ian looks at me with a mortified face. "Please don't! I don't want you gone as well!" He says. "Umm what do you mean?" the bratty girl says. "Felix killed my ex-girlfriend-" "LIAR!" she says and punches him in the face. He yelps in pain. I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. A familiar deep voice says "Are you okay babe?" he says. He notices me. I notice him. I take Ian's hand and run away. I chickened out. Okay... He moved on so fast, did he even care about me? Maybe he ISN'T the right one then... But If I date Ian, then it will seem like Ian is moving too fast, in which he is. Maybe I'm just not ready to be in a relationship again yet. That's probably it.
Me: Mollie?
SISTER JAMES <3: yerh?
Me: What's up with your typing?
SISTER JAMES <3: I sorry m jst cryng
Me: Ummmm, why?
SISTER JAMES <3: liek yu dnt knw
Me: I don't?
SISTER JAMES <3: Ian dumped me for you.
Well, her typing got better really fast. Probably to make me understand her jealousy.
I turned off my phone. Ian looks over at me. "I'm sorry..." he says quietly. "Yeah, whatever," I say walking away sadly. I was home. Ian was on my couch since I'm letting him spend the night tonight. I got a knife out of my kitchen drawer then... Painful weeps come out of me as I scrape. Blood dripping onto the floor. I suddenly hear footsteps. Not aware of my surroundings, I continue to scrape. The entire house goes silent. "Oh. My. God." I hear a delicate voice beside me. I look over and see Ian, with a tear coming out of his eyes. "How could you?" he says with a shaky quiet voice. He walks out of the house, slams the door, and then you'd hear loud sobs coming out of the distance. I feel so bad.
A/N
I'm so so so so so so so sorry I haven't updated this in so long, It's just, I got unencouraged, and kinda forgot. This story has been getting a lot of attention and I just wanna say thank you soo much! Iysm, ill try to update asap! <3
