You took my heart,
I think of you every night and day
and realized that.
I'm scared of losing you.
I'm afraid that you'll find someone.
I understand what you said before.
And when I think about it,
All I want is YOU to be happy.
It really hurts,
Cause I want you, I need you.
I'm tired.
I cried a lot.
I know I'm stupid.
I hate myself for loving you,
I don't know what to do next.
Letting go wasn't easy,
I know it takes time to heal.
I guess,
what I told you was enough.
I tried and I'm happy.
I'm thankful that I met you,
And I cherished every moment we had.
You know I love you.
But now, I want to stop.
You don't know how happy I am
everytime I see you.
Thank you for letting me hold your hand.
Little things was enough to make me feel better.
I want to focus on something,
That will make me feel the real happiness, not just temporary. 😊
