Smile || K.TH

"Look at Me"

Previously;
We were laughing together until I felt someone tapping on my shoulder. I looked back to see V looking at me with a worried expression, making all of the guys look at him also. "Isn't that him?" At this moment, I was hella confused. I heard Jinhee mumble a "Oh shit." Since it was loud enough to make me hear it. "Him?" I asked V and he gulped with a small nod, looking right behind me. I followed his gaze and as soon as I saw the person, I felt my heart break into a million pieces, again.

"J-Jungkook..?"
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"Hi, Kate. We meet again, hmm?" Jungkook said with a small smile on his lips, that same fucking smile that made me fall for him. I folded my arms and looked at him with daring eyes, "What do you want from me, Jungkook?" Jungkook chuckled while looking at the ground before looking back up to me. "Its nothing, I just wanted to say hi." I nodded then rolled my eyes at him. "Okay, you've said your "hi" you can go now." I gave him a sarcastic smile before sitting back down on my chair. I'm not gonna lie, my heart was about to sink when i first saw him, I just acted tuff to at least show him that i'm not the same Kate anymore. To show him that I don't need him anymore.

"Oh. Uh, I-I guess i'll see you later then. Bye guys." Jungkook said awkwardly when i sat down, since my back was facing him. "I-Is he gone?" I whispered to V who was munching on his lunch nervously, making him look around then nodding softly. "He is." I wanted to let out a sigh of relief but a small choke was heard, thats a habit of mine when I feel like crying. V and the rest of the guys looked at me when I excused myself to go to the bathroom.

V's POV

When Kate left, Jinhee let out a sigh, making all of us look at her worriedly. "She's going to cry again. Ugh that bastard I just wanna punch his fucking handsome face." My eyes widened when I heard the word 'cry', making me excuse myself too. I can't just let her cry like that, at least not alone...

Back to Kate's POV

Yes. I did go to cry, but not in the bathroom, I went to my car. I loved Jungkook so much back then, and the feeling that I had when we broke up stroke back to me when I first saw him. His eyes made me remember the way that he used to look at me, the way that his eyes were shining just by asking me if he could kiss me, but i always said no. Jungkook was my first ever boyfriend from the day I was born, I knew I wasn't ready to give him my first kiss, glad that I didn't. And here comes V stealing away my first kiss. But guess what? I'm not complaining, I loved the way he looks at me with his beautiful dark orbs. Just by thinking of V makes me smile and forget Jungkook. Boi what've you done.

Thinking of V;  My car door opened, revealing V with a worried expression. He came in immediately and sat down before cupping my cheeks with his big hands. "Shit. You really were crying." He mumbled, making my tears come out again uncontrollably. The way that he cares about me can never be described. I really love him.

I was looking down while sniffing and crying like a baby. V went as close as he can and gave me the most sweet look ever that I couldn't handle to see, which made me look down again. "Look at me." V said with a sweet but hot tone, don't even ask how's that but he just did. But still, I didn't look at him. He sighed then held my chin and lifted my head up, making my teary eyes meet his sparkling dark brown ones. I couldn't handle the way he looks at me. I might freak out in any second, that's why I looked down while my head was in the same position. V chuckled then cupped my face, "Kate, Look at me." I gulped before obeying what he said. His head became even closer, making our noses touch. "You're gonna be safe with me, trust me." He whispered before placing a sweet peck on my lips, making my cheeks flush in red. He was still looking at me, well, staring to be exact. His long lashes, big eyes, brown orbs, fluffy hair that makes me wanna touch and play with it so bad, and..his lips. The feeling of his lips on mine was the best feeling ever, it made me feel that i'm in cloud nine.

A sudden knock was heard on my car window, making both of us jump, backing away from eachother. damn I already miss his touch. I looked at my side of the window and noticed Jinhee smiling widely at me. It was obvious she was controlling her fan-girl moment after she saw us both. "Let's go." V said with a small shy smile on his kissable lips. I smiled too before going out of the car just like what V did. "Omg Kate, What were you-" "Nothing, we were talking." I cut off Jinhee's sentence, making her look at me with the most fan-girly look ever. "Were you-" "You talk too much lets just go." I said before taking her hand in mine and walking in to the university again, with V behind us.

Jinhee was jumping around like a rabbit just because of the scene that she saw, making me roll my eyes while V, who was following behind us, was chuckling. When we got in the cafeteria we sat in our places again. Jinhee pulled Yoongi's shirt making him look at her suspiciously. "What's wrong?" Yoongi asked before Jinhee squeezed herself into his arms. "Yo Jinhee, Dafuck is wrong with you?" Hoseok said, making Jinhee take a deep breath. V and I looked at each other then gulped nervously. I hope its not about what she saw. "Speak." Jimin said sternly, earning a glare from Jinhee. "Whatever. Kate and V wer-" I choked on the water that I was drinking before she could continue her sentence. V pat my back slowly until my coughs stopped. "Jinhee. Don't." I murmured to her with daring eyes. Surprisingly, she giggled. "What were you saying, Jinhee?" Yoongi asked again. "VandKatewerekissinginthecar." She said those words faster than sonic, which is quite great so we won't get exposed. I looked at the guys, Yoongi and Hoseok were clueless, but Jimin looked like he understood what Jinhee just said, since he was looking down. "Repeat th-" "Kate and V were kissing in the car." Jimin cuts Yoongi's sentence, sending daggers by his glare on V. "Woah, are you guys a thing?" Hoseok said happily. "They're not." Jimin said with a stern tone, making everyone go quite, until..

"What if we are?" V spoke up before everyone's stare went to him, including me. Jimin laughed slightly, "I know you're not, bro." Jimin finished his sentence by getting and going away from our table, exiting the cafeteria. "That was..kinda interesting." Yoongi said, taking a sip of his coffee. I looked at V with a shocked expression on my face. "What?" He smiled before placing a quick kiss on my cheek, getting up from his seat, also going towards the exit. "Aw that was so sweet." Jinhee once again fan-girled, making me roll my eyes at her for the 100th time today. "I'm going to my class, have fun." Kate said then left the couple alone, heading to her third class of the day.

I enter my class, noticing that no one is in it, which is a relief since I wanted some fresh air alone in this big class. I was standing infront of the window when I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapping around my waist. I gulped then looked behind me to see..Jimin. I tried to get out of his firm grip but he hugged me tightly. "Why are you doing this to me." He whispered huskily in my ears, making shivers run down my spine. "D-Do what?" I asked. He didn't answer but instead, he placed his lips on my neck, kissing it softly. "J-Jimin, go away.
Y-You can't do this here." He chuckled softly before turning me around fast but swiftly, which made my hands rest on his muscular chest, while his hands were around my waist. I was way uncomfortable with that. "Watch me." He suddenly smashed his lips on mine, kissing me hungrily. Tears were forming in my eyes because of this unwanted scene. His hands were roaming around my body which is completely unacceptable to me. I pushed him away with all my strength, glaring at him with my tearful eyes. "YOU CANT JUST TOUC-" He cuts me off by pulling me again, placing his hands on my butt with his lips resting on mine. I was crying now, I didn't want this, I really didn't. He's so strong that I can't push him away again. His lips went to my neck, wanting to suck on it, I was so weak at this point, it was like he's a wolf having his last prey of his life. I felt that I'm so weak, Is that what being raped feels like? I couldn't bare more so I fell on the floor, slipping out of Jimin's embrace. It was way too much to handle. Jimin smirked before getting on top of me, kissing me again. He's insane. So fucking insane. I felt that I was going to faint in any second, it was so hot in here, and yet, Jimin is making it way worse. My eyes started to close slowly before.....

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING TO HER!"