A FRIEND ONCE TOLD ME THAT DISAPPOINTMENT WAS THE WORST FEELING YOU COULD EVER FEEL.
BEACAUSE:
DISAPPOINTMENT MAY LEAD TO ANGER. DISAPPOINTMENT MAY ALSO LEAD TO HATE. DISAPPOINTMENT CAN ALSO LEAD TO SUICIDAL WANTS. YOU BECOME DISAPPOINTED WHEN YOU E...
God. I can't believe that he was really jealous. Notification: text message from Jungkook Jungkook: so who was that guy? Suel Hee: are you seriously jealous right now? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Jungkook: I am not! Seul Hee: he's just a FRIEND from middle school. Jungkook: state the name Seul Hee: Kim-Tae-Hyung K.I.M.T.A.E.H.Y.U.N.G Jungkook: 😒😒😒 Seul Hee: anyway, he's calling. Later. Jungkook: hey Jungkook: hey Jungkook: hey Jungkook: 슬아. 신 슬희! Jungkook: seul ah~ Jungkook: hey Jungkook: hey!!! [○ACTIVE 5 MINUTES AGO○] ---
--- Next day came, normal day at school, Jungkook walking with me. --- Teacher: Ok class. Settle down settle down Class: *keeps quiet Teacher: we have a new transferree Class: ohhhhh Teacher: ok come in and introduce yourself ???: 안녕하세요 제 이름은 김태형입니다 Girl 1: damn he's hot Girl 2: I know right
I looked up to see who it was... Seul Hee: oh? Oppa! Taehyung: oh? Yah! Seul ah~ Jungkook: Seul ah?? Girl 1 & 2: OPPA?? Teacher: you guys know each other? Taehyung: we went to the same school back in middle school Teacher: then go sit beside Seul --- Just like that, we became desk buddies. --- Taehyung: hey, you wanna go to the cafè across the street later Seul Hee: let's see *phone rings* Seul Hee: wait *jungkook on the phone* Hello? Hey, uhm What? Well, I have practice later for the upcoming competition No problem. We can hang some other time. Thanks for understanding No prob. *call ends* Taehyung: so? Seul Hee: we can hang out today. He then gave me a smile showing how happy he was. --- So we went to the newly opened cafè across our school. Everything was so aesthetic. Selfie friendly athmosphere. I'm happy 😊😊😊
Taehyung: what's your order? Suel Hee: I want..... chocolate latte! Tarhyung: one chocolate latte and oolong tea latte Cashier: coming right up sir, approximately 2 minutes before serving. Taehyung: ok got it. --- Cashier: your order, sir Seul Hee: wahhh~ 💜💜 예뻐 hey I wanna take a pic of it
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--- Taehyung: hey, Seul ah. Take a look at this..
He passed me his phone for me to check. I wasn't sure about what their chat was about, but as I back read the chats, true colors revealed....
School Chatroom Girl 1: omg I heard that Seul Hee's playing with the 2 hunks in our class. Girl 2: I heard that she's two timing Jungkook Girl 3: but how can she two time someone who she isn't dating? Girl 2: 😒😒😒 whatever. It's not only me who thinks of it. Everyone else has a story about her --- I was in disbelief on what they were chatting about, so I took more information and kept reading
School Chatroom Boy 1: Really? God I didn't know that an innocent face like that may be a player Girl 2: yeah, so you guys should be very careful around her Girl 1: yeah, we don't want to loose our title: "the class full of hunks" Boy 2: do you guys have evidence? Girl 3: yeah, we can't just tell her off without proving our theory sailorMOON: **sent 2 photos** Girl 1: OMGG she really is a player!!! Girl 3: eesh.... that's gonna go for history sailorMOON: there's the evidence you're looking for... no need to thank me. Girl 2: hey sailorMOON who the hell are you? sailor MOON: no need to know
**sailorMOON left the chat**
I was really doubted as I ponder more on the nickname "sailorMOON" I remembered that my friend also loves the same nickname. But I just keep trusting her.... (sigh*) I don't know what to say and/or feel...
As I hand back Taehyung's phone, I heard the door's bell ring as it opens...
Seul Hee: oh, uhm.... Hey, what are you doing here? ???: ah... uhm- Seul Hee: care to sit with us? ???: uhm, no need, I'll take my order to go.
It was like... she suddenly feels distant to me, and that was when my guts was killing me just to tell me that it was that person who are spreading rumors about you. My theory was slowly being proven.... I am deeply disappointed in that person.... 😔😔😔. I feel hurt. I want to just disolve into thin air.
"I fear that; what if someone I trust so much, backstabbs me?"
