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M I N S E O

I walked down the dark streets of seoul. It's so nice to be back home. I breathed in the air and looked at the moon. The moon is so pretty tonight.. Taeyong likes the moon doesn't he? I hope he gets to see this beautiful full moon. A smile crept onto my face and I continued walking. I bumped into someone and apologized.

I looked up and saw him, himself, Lee Taeyong. "I-I'm sorry," I stuttered. As I was trying to walk away he grabbed my wrist and pulled me toward him.

"Why are you running away? You did nothing wrong," he spoke in a soft voice. His eyes were so beautiful. I couldn't look away. No, I didn't want to look away. Taeyong's features glimmered to her. It was like a scene out of a kdrama, but then I realized, this is reality. I straightened my back and looked at him.

"Why are you doing this," I asked straightforwardly. He furrowed his eyebrows and said, "what do you mean 'why are you doing this,' i'm simply being myself."

"Didn't you want that when you rejected me, Cha Min Seo?"

That's right..

I rejected him

"You told me to be myself instead of being distracted by you, but if I'm being myself I'll always be distracted by you." His breath sent chills down my spine as he leaned toward to embrace me into a hug. The hug was so warm in this cold day. I don't want to let go.

"Taeyong, please get off of me," i whispered to him weakly.

"I'm not going to let you go. I'm not going to give you to someone else. Not again.. I'm not going to give you to sicheng, dohwan, or doyoung," his soft voice scared me but warmed me up as well. I can't escape from this. I don't want to at the very least.

T H I R D P E R S O N

Taeyong released his grip on her, while still holding her, he weakly smiled. Although she was confused, she found pain in his smile. A tear left his eye, but to Minseo it looked like a water fall. She saw his pain but didn't understand why he felt pain.

"I don't want to lose you again.." he hugged her again, crying into her shirt. She tried her best comforting him. Pats on his back, circles on his back, circles on his hand, and humming softly was all she could do. Minseo sighed and pulled him up.

"Taeyong...I don't understand.," she said as she wiped his tears. "I don't understand why you love me.."

"But Cha Min Seo, I don't understand why you don't love me back.." her heart shattered as if she had been through this before. She shook it off and continued to dry his tears.

"I can't be with you, you'll only hurt more." Minseo wanted him, he wanted her, but she couldn't have him, neither could he.

"I can't have you even if I want you. I'm scared they'll hurt you.." she continued to hug him and calm him down.

Taeyong could only think about how he doesn't care if he gets hurt. He wanted to protect her even after their past. But I can't tell you, he thought.

The wind blew. It was a cold night. While the two were sharing their warmth, one was shivering in the cold. It wasn't cold to him. It was cold seeing the two act so romantically. He was watching from afar.

"Sicheng, you see, you can only have that spot." He recieved a pat on his shoulder by another man.

"I want you Minseo."