Possessive: An Ondreaz Lopez x Thomas Petrou story [DISCONTINUED]

APOLOGIES

A/N: sorry for not updating in so long. Go stream Angels n Demons by Jaden Hossler right now or I'll cry. Love y'all.

-Tony-

So there I sat, in front of Nick crying my eyes out and basically spilling my life story to him after he confessed his feelings for me when we arrived at the house. I immediately told him I felt the same way. I mean, have you SEEN how attractive he is. There was no way I could say I to his wonderful personality and stunning looks.

Nick told me that he wanted to learn more about me and my past. So, I started off by telling him that he was the first guy I found attractive, and how I almost immediately fell for him. I told him about me coming out to the world and we were enjoying the feeling of being in each other's company. Then, I got into some more serious topics.

I started telling him about how crushed I was when I had found Ondreaz basically dead on the floor one time. I was broken and lost for weeks because they wouldn't let me see him in fear that I would become depressed as well after seeing one of my biggest role models and my older brother in that condition. The fans never knew about this, and for once in my life I'm glad people didn't try to investigate on why we weren't posting for a few weeks. When I saw Ondreaz again, I cried in his arms and held onto him like no other time in my life. I was practically his shadow for three weeks after he was released from the hospital.

Nick just held me in a warm embrace as I spilt all my deepest secrets to him while breaking down. He would whisper soothing words into my ear and pepper soft kisses onto my face as reassurance.

We continued to sit in silence for a while longer, enjoying the fact that we were in each other's embrace. We sat together for about thirty minutes in complete silence, and nothing felt like it was going to ruin this day.

"I fucked up!"

Thomas shouted as he came barging into Nick's room with puffy eyes and a tear stained face. "What the hell did you do?!" Nick called out frantically while gently sliding me out of his lap, but never fully letting my hand go.

"I did something to Ondreaz and now he won't open his door or even respond to me!" My eyes widened and I abruptly sat up, ripping Nick's hand from my own. "You. Did. WHAT?!" I shouted, a mix of anger and anxiety in my voice. "What did you say to him?!" I asked him frantically, worried that Ondreaz might've gone back to his old ways of coping with pain.

"I may or may not have yelled at him to get out of my room after confessing my feelings to him last night. And I may or may not have crushed his heart." My eyes widened from fear. "YOU IDIOT! We need to get that door open right now! I don't know how much time he has left!" With that, I sprinted out of the room as fast as I could, hearing two pairs of footsteps rushing behind me.

When I arrived at his door I started smashing into it to get it open, I had to get to him before it was too late. Thomas came ramming into the door along with me, and we eventually were able to force the door off of its hinges. As soon as I entered I looked around the room frantically, noticing that he wasn't in the main part of the room.

"Fuck." I mumbled under my breath as I ran towards the door to the bathroom and forced that one open too. When I entered, I was met with a horrific sight. "ONDREAZ!" I shouted out while quickly bending down to where he was propped up in the bathtub.

"THOMAS! GO CALL THE AMBULANCE!" I screamed out while reaching down to hold my brother. "Ondre, why?" I called out gently while moving him out of the tub and next to me, where I pulled his head into my lap and played with his hair. I made sure to check his pulse and I felt a faint heartbeat, thank god the blood loss didn't get to him fully yet.

I grabbed a few towels to try and stop any blood flow and at least try to clean up his arms. They were covered in different cuts all dripping blood. Some were deep while others barely broke the skin. They went in so many directions that it seemed like he was just trying to get out as quickly as possible.

"I love you big bro, and I know you'll make it through this again, just like you always do." A sad smile made its way onto my face as tears streamed down my cheeks like waterfalls.

"I called the ambulance, they'll be here in minutes- oh my god." Thomas was frozen in place as he saw me sitting on the floor, trying to keep the boy alive for as long as possible. "This is all my fault, I'm so sorry Tony-"

"Hey, Thomas listen, I'm not going to forgive you right away for causing this, but I'm also not the one you should be apologizing to." I started to say after I cut him off from his rant. "When he wakes up, because I know he will, you can apologize to him and prove to him how much he's worth."

Thomas nodded his head and gently knelt down to my level. He brushed Ondreaz's hair out of his face with such a gentle and apologetic look on his face that I almost believed he was a different person. "I'm sorry Ondreaz, I never meant for this to happen. You mean the world to me, and I love you so much, never forget that. When you wake up, I will make sure to treat you like the king you are. I love you." He kissed him on the forehead and slowly walked away, hot tears streaming down his face.

I smiled at him even though he couldn't see me as he walked away. He truly cared for my brother more than I thought he would. In the distance, I heard sirens, probably indicating that the ambulance was almost here.

"It's okay Ondreaz, you're going to make it out of this alive, I promise."