I'm a person who's always there for people when they need someone to talk to
I'm a person who faces many issues alone even when I try not to face them alone
But the thing is that I will do anything to see someone else and not myself be happy
No one sees or understands my tears
No one sees or understands my sadness
No one sees or understands my pain
And no one sees or understands who I really am but they do see and understand my mistakes
All I'm good at is making others feel loved and needed because I knew how it felt to be loved and needed all the time
Just b for once I want someone to be afraid of losing me to anything or anyone
I need someone to love me and tell me that I'm not as worthless as I always thought I am
Right now I don't think anyone understands how stressful it is to explain what's really going on in your head and life, especially when they don't even understand how it feels like themselves
The reason for this is that for them hurting someone isn't as easy as throwing a stone into the sea and knowing how far down it went
All I know is that I need a break from my own thoughts and feelings
A break where I wish I had a delete button to erase my past, my painful memories, and my sad emotions of a horrible life
Therefore I just want a clean slate where I don't have to hide anything anymore and being able to start a new free life
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Will It Hurt
RandomYour trying to figure out your life in neutral way instead of hurting yourself. You're hiding your true safe behind a fearful mask. You won't let out the demons out of your eyes.
