The Mircale

Chapter 4 (y/n pov)

Authors note- it's optional if you wanna listen to the song or not

I stare at the two lines in the middle of the test, I'm pure horror. All my worst fears have came true... my life can never be the same. I get up from the toilet and sit on the bathroom floor in a daze.

I am a mother now, I am a mother now, I am a mother now

That is the only thing I seem to think of. But then there is a also a strike of guilt and horror. I have to tell Song kang this and my parents.
"Y/N you there" the sound of Jae-young's voice brings you out of your daze.
You stuttered   as you say this "Jae-young........I- am pregnant...."
"Yes I know you told me this...... I was shocked when you said that but, you can't do anything about it now, and I am your best friend I will help you through it"

I smile at what he said even thought tears are falling down my eyes.  Jae-young can be very sweet but, does he mean that.
"I have to go help fix dinner everything will me alright y/n see you tomorrow" Jae-young then hangs up.
I put my phone down on my side and hold my legs close. I don't think this will be ok thought, I mean I am 15 and raising a baby that the father might not even be ok with!!! How can this be ok!!

I rest my head against the white tiled sink and start crying. I have no idea how I will over come this challenge. This will ruin my whole career, and life I mean a baby! It's just to much. I hear footsteps coming up to the bathroom so I get up from the floor, and stand up. I quickly flush the toilet so it looks like I was sick and open the door.

When I open the white wooden door I see ruby there. She is wearing her coat over her pj's and looking sad. I also notice she has her backpack on and had her hands in her pockets. She looks at me and says "Y/n I think I should go umm...if your sick I don't wanna catch it"

"Oh umm n- no that's fine! I think I am sick I wouldn't want to get your sick" I say with a fake laugh "well goodbye" I wave at her awkwardly as she turns to leave.

When I here her walk down the steps I go back in the bathroom and grab the pregnancy test. I then quickly walk to my bedroom and close the door. I go to my backpack and hide the pregnancy test in there. Besides I have to tell song kang someday I can't just.... hide it from him.

I walk towards my bed and just sit there staring at the wall. It's not like the wall is gonna give me some answers to my problems so what's the point. I just feel so hopeless right now. When am I even gonna tell my parents? Or song kang?

*ding*

I don't have the energy to open my phone right now. I feel like a sad lonely rock, with rain rushing onto the rock.

*ding*

There it goes again. At this point I am kinda annoyed for it ruining my peace. I decided to unwillingly wall to my desk and grab my phone. Then I remembered I left it on the bathroom floor. I then have to open my door and walk all the way to the bathroom. When I open the door I see my phone right there where I left it. I snatch it up and run back to my room where I can feel isolated.

As I lay down on my bed I see that it was song kang who snapped me. He says that he miss me and I need to answer the phone right now. Just seeing his face brightens my day and I find myself smiling. I text back I miss him to but I am tired and need some rest. He reply's with alright dream of me see you tomorrow. I then put down my phone on my white nightstand, grab the covers on my bed, and go to sleep.

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I lie in bed that night staring at the ceiling unable to sleep. All the thoughts of today just rushing through me like a tornado. Why did that night even have to happen in the first place? How am I even gonna fave song Kang after this? I try to image a few ways to tell him I am pregnant. But they all end up with him getting mad and never talking to me again which is not! What I want.

Morning

I wake up to the sound of mom screaming at me telling with if I don't hurry up I am gonna be late for school. I groan.
"Ugh fine mom.. I am coming" I say drowsy.
I sit up a little in my bed and grab my phone to check the time. It's 20 minutes till school.
20 minutes till school, 20 minutes till school, 20 MINUTES TILL SCHOOL.
"MOM WHY DIDN't YOU WAKE ME UP EARLIER I MIGHT BE LATE NOW" I shout back at her as I scramble to find clothes and fix my hair.

I end up wearing a blue sweatshirt with a cloud on the front, and some black leggings with my hair tied in a bun, and paired with some black High-top converse. My sad depressed look that I usually wear on special occasions.

I then run downstairs not even bothering with breakfast and run like a flash of lighting towards school.

I finally arrived at school, and out of breath from running so much. I walk into the white brick walled house and start quietly walking towards the classroom, and with my shows making a tiny *clip clank* I realize that no one else is around which means I am late. I have never been late for school but I am pretty sure I won't get into that much trouble. I finally reach where my classroom is but stop. As I am walking towards the white wooden door I see song kang walking towards me.

I pause

And.....