My Gangleader (gxg)

Chapter fifteen: "I like you"

I pull up at the club and there was a line, a really long line. I have someone take my car and I walk up to the front. The bouncer looks at me up and down, I smiled and walk pass him. I could hear the people outside arguing but I just laugh. If I knew anything it was that someone like winter wouldn't be with the locals. So I go over to the bar and order a Bourbon on the rocks. Then I go upstairs to VIP, I walk until I find her.

She's sitting on a couch with girls around her and a few men. Then there's a girl on her lap, their kissing. She's thick, bleach blond hair and just upsets me to the fullest, I don't know why.

Winter has her hair in a top bun and is wearing a black suit, she looks hot? I stand there and they notice my presence, the men look at me lustfully and I laugh to myself.

Winter looks at me and her jaw drops, I put my hand on my hip. She puts her hand around the girl that's on her lap. I drink the whole glass of Bourbon and walk in front of them."Get this refilled for me," I give the girl that's sitting on Winters lap the glass.

She's clearly confused but does what I say. "Move." The girl next to Winter gets up and I sit next to her and fold my legs. "Hi." I say coldly and she looks at me with a dark demeanor. This causes me to cower down a bit, I'm not usually scared of people. However when someone so high up in the mafia intimidates you, you  should just back down.

"Your finally here," I roll my eyes.

"you should have some damn patience." She grips my thigh tightly and I know she wishes it were my neck. She signals for everyone to leave and then she looks at me, same dark demeanor.

"When will you learn to shut up?" I actually felt that.

"I don't have to take this shit," I get up and she grabs my hand roughly.

"Leave me the fuck alone!" I try to break free. I wonder who she thinks she is. Just because we fuck doesn't mean I'll be a slave.

"Do you know who your talking to?"

"A fúcking idiot, clearly" I try pulling away but she pulls me roughly and a slap connects with my cheek. I whimper at the force, the pain spreads across my cheek. I look her in the eyes and she pushes me onto the couch. Suprised can't explain how I feel right now, but I sure am a bit hurt.

Then she sits next to me, "be quiet, you're just here to watch my back."

"Like how we just, had sex." she glances at me, I need to stop bringing that up.

"yeah Beige just like that." She scoffs.

The persons come back and the girl hands me the drink and sits in Winter's lap.

My heart is aching in my chest and I really want to cry. I held my head down and bit my lip, I refuse to be seen as weak. I drink my Bourbon and wait for the time to pass. Soon everyone clears and someone approaches up.

I look up to see Joaquín Guzmán, I'm shocked, he's a very powerful drug lord. Winter stands and shakes his hand, they hug and share a friendly laugh.

"Long time Dyke baby," Winter laughs and they sit down.

They begin to talk and I sit there quietly, "who's she," I keep my head down.

"Just here to back me up," he laughs and they continue to talk.

"I need to use the bathroom." I get up and find myself a bathroom. As soon as I get inside I start crying, I'm raging mad. She hurt me, like firmly slapped me for talking back. I walk around inside the bathroom trying to catch my breath but I can't.

I ring Zen, "Z–Zen?" The phone hangs up and I cuss. I need him right now and I don't know what I'm doing. A sensation hits me and soon I'm vomiting into the sink. I groan at the disgusting taste and rinse my mouth.

Then I hear commotion on the outside, I run out to see people crowded at the VIP stairs. I run back to where Winter was and there's a man pointing his gun at them. I shoot him and run towards Winter.

She grabs my hand as we run towards the back, gunshots are heard firing off.

I pull away from Winter when I see someone aim at us, I shoot then and continue with her and Guzmán.

Were almost out when two men block our path and point guns at us. I walk up to them and Winter tries pulling me back. I lower one of their guns which was surprisingly easy. I pulled it away and used it to clock the other guy then I shot him.

We run out the back door and there are two cars waiting for us. Guzman laughs, "thanks for the drinks Winter, goodbye,"

She waves at him a and we get into the other car, she drives away as quickly as possible. Ignoring red lights and speed limits until were out of the city. CWhere are we going?" I ask

"We can't stay in the city tonight, they shot up a club where Guzmán was at,"

"But my roommate." I say remembering Zen.

"Your little friend will be fine, someone could have seen us, so for tonight you weren't ever their, I'll get the footage removed and your alibi is that you were with a one night stand."
She says.

I sigh and lean back, "this is so stupid."

We arrive at a neat little house in the woods, it seems nice.

She leads me inside, its beautiful, homey and quite spacious.

I take my shoes off and sit on the couch, she joins me. I look down and she tilts my head so I face her. She smiles, "your cute, you know that,"

"It's make-up," my reply is cold.

"You upset huh?" She smiles like an idiot.

"Yeah no shít, you grabbed me and slapped me, that hurt and uh...you literally had some bitch sitting in your lap. I was be a occasional fuck but have some class." a smirk appears on her face.

"But you liked that didn't you, the type of power I had over you, how I made you nervous and silent," She whispers in my ear, "tell me you don't like it, her face is now so close to mine.

I lean in and kiss her lips, it just feels so good when she kisses me. Her hand  touches my thigh and she pushes my dress up a bit. I look onto her eyes, then the word just slip from my lips, "I like you."

I put my hand over my mouth, she gets up and looks at me, "shit, winter."

"I'll bring you a blanket and some pillows," is her response.

"Winter wait," she looks at me coldly,

"No you said just sex! Did you not? Your exact words!" Why is she shouting at me?

I get uneasy, "yeah but...I just thought–"

"That's it, you thought, don't think, we just had sex, that's all," I look down. I haven't been turned down in a while, this is painfully humbling.

She goes upstairs and brings me a blanket and some pillows along with a hoodie and black, boy shorts. CThe bathroom is right there, " she points to a door.

"Thanks," she leaves and I go to the bathroom, tears start flowing.

I have a shower and put on the clothes that she gave me. Still sobbing I go back to the couch and lay down. The exact reason why I'm crying is uncertain. I guess some part of me wanted this psychopath to like me back.

I look up and see Winter, "it's late but if your hungry there's plenty of food in the fridge,"

"I'm fine." I close my eyes, she walks over to me,

"I'm sorry Beige,"

"It's ok, its my fault I shouldn't have said that."

"No, you said what you needed to," I feel her get up and leave.