𝖔𝖚𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖆𝖓𝖐𝖘 𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘 - 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖚𝖊𝖉

4 | The Cut That Always Bleeds | R.C.

If you can't tell by the title and the video up there, this is based off of The Cut That Always Bleeds by Conan Gray.

[ Not a Request ]

Warnings: I cried just listening to the song so if you really like Rafe this might make you cry, Swearing

Word Count: 1.2k

Summary: You make a very bad decision.

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"I don't love you anymore"
A pretty line that I adore
Five words that I've heard before

"WHERE WERE YOU?" You asked your Kook boyfriend as you sat in the recliner that was placed in front of the front door. You could see him jump, telling you that he wasn't expecting you to catch him sneaking in.

"God, Y/N, you're so clingy." Rafe sighed as he went into your shared kitchen and placed his keys on the counter. You got up and followed him, your blood boiling with anger.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have worried for you while you've been gone for 3 days. That's my bad." You shouted, sarcasm clear in your voice. "Rafe, you wouldn't answer my calls or texts. I wouldn't be a good girlfriend if I didn't worry."

"Would you get off my back? I was on a business trip with my dad." He never looked you in the eye, telling you he was lying.

"I talked to Sarah. She said your dad was home and that you weren't there." You stepped closer to him so that he was looking at you. "Now, which one is it this time? Did you cheat? Were you buying coke from that Barry guy? Which one this time?" You took a pause after each question you asked.

"I don't think I love you anymore." He blurted out. At first, you were taken by surprise. You're always a little shocked when he tells you that.

You let out a humorless laugh, earning a confused look from him. "I really don't care at this point." Your eyes began to tear up, but you blinked them away because you knew, once you started crying, you wouldn't be able to stop. "You disappeared for 3 days with no warning. I was worried that you got hurt. And you come back acting like nothing happened? You may not love me, Rafe, but I still love you. And I fucking hate that."

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Cause you keep me on a rope
And tied a noose around my throat
You're gone, then back at my door

It's been a week since the day you broke up with Rafe. It was identical to all the other times he's broken up with you. Only difference is that you were fine this time. Yeah, you cried a little but not as much as the other times. You were sick and tired of his shit. 

You jumped to the familiar sound of banging on your door. You didn't even bother to ask who it was. You just opened it with an annoyed expression. It was Rafe, just like you thought. You tried to slam the door on his face, but he must have seen that coming because he caught the door before it could shut all the way. "Let me speak, please?"

"Okay, I'm listening." You spoke harshly, showing him that you hated him at this moment.

He sighed before beginning to speak. "I miss us. I don't want to f-"