Winds of The Past

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Anxiety is one of my most greatest enemy, along with fear and feelings.

I want to change.

This is too much for me to bare, that I know I can not take this with me in my new beginning.

I have so much things going on that little by little, day by day, it's killing me..

It was already summer, some is planning to go the beach, resorts or basically just diving right in to the water.

"Claud! Nasaan kana hindi ka sasama?" It was Anara.

"Hindi eh I have a job ngayon, you know like always"

"Oh, okay then, but if you ever changed your mind andito kami ngayon kila Arc andito din sila Veronica and Monty!"

Sound fun!

"Yeah If I changed my mind, sige enjoy!"

"Bye!"

"Bye"

Then I waited for her to hung up. Seems fun, but I can't I have responsibilities.

"Hi Claud!" Skyler greeted me when I went inside the cafe and yes, I work in a cafe well not really kapag summer lang.

"Hey!" I greeted him and continue walking sa may locker room namin.

I used to go here noon until na laman ko tumatanggap sila ng summer job kasi this cafe if is meant to help students. Skyler is my friend along with Quina, Angie, Margo and Felix.

We work by station kaya ayos lang.

Si Sky, grade 12 student, doon siya sa Cashier, since itong coffee shop is self service, like kukunin nalang nila yung drinks nila or foods nila sa counter, pero kapag jammed pack dito we also need to help Felix clean the tables.

As for me, ako youngest since mag grade 11 palang ako this upcoming School Year at ako ang Barista kaya doon din lang ako sa counter with Sky.

Quina is our acting manager sa team namin since she's the oldest, 4th year college na siya eh.

Si Margo doon siya may Kitchen kasi Baker siya, 2nd Year college naman siya.

Si Felix is our waiter, 2nd year then like Margo.

Si Angie, 1st Year College, siya naman is our washer, okay so ganito yan she said sobrang bored niya that she would even wash dishes the whole summer rather than joining in sa summer camp na na set ng parents niya para sa kanya. So yun.

Since mag isa lang ni Felix na Waiter sometimes we would help him.

My whole day was spent working in the cafe. Surprisingly andaming tao kaya we need work fast. The day ended and we are all exhausted! We typically closed around 7, since the place was packed we stayed until around 9 pm to clean the cafe, my parents is aware of my situation and besides they are both busy with their work.

Typically since pare-parehas kami ng way sabay-sabay kaming umuuwi, but this day was an Exemption since late na we all decided to take a ride.

My brother texted me saying na andoon sila sa parking waiting for me.

So I invited my colleague na sumabay na sa'min since madadaanan din lang namin.

Si kuya Harry ang driver while kuya Clay naman is andoon sa front seat, kaming girls sa susunod na seat at sa likod si Sky at Felix naka upo.

After dropping them off sa mga bahay nila ay umuwi narin kami.

"Si ma?" I asked out of nowhere.