As I stood there lookin at grandpa's grave.....tears welled up in my eyes as I asked his permission to go to the party. I always did this every time I had to go to a party and it seemed to give me peace.
Georgia, my best friend ways found this hilarious but I still ignored her."Cmon we gonna be late....stop wasting time there Renna" she said as she pulled me out of the cemetery. I have to wear the shortest dress I ever have just because she thinks I need to look sexy.
As we make our way through the crowd at the entrance of the bar, I can't stop cursing because she forced me to do this.
"At long last......now bring your smile back before someone thinks I kidnapped you" she tells me as she pulls me towards the bari handsome himself. I stared at him muscles flex as he served the beer to us and find myself smiling. His moves are slow as if tasting my patience and I feel my blood boil at the sight before me. I hear Geegee clear her throat as if to snap me out of my dream with a smile plastered on her face.It a mask party and I hardly know anyone here.
" I need to use the restroom" I excused myself as I ran to the restroom.
The sudden heat that was burning through me increased as I tried to clear my mind of any sexual torment I was going through. I am glad no one was in there as I stumble trying to hurry. I look into the mirror as I see my face so flashed as my cheeks grow red.What could have triggered this ......I haven't had this episodes since a month ago.
My subconscious suddenly questions e....I have had to go through torment for the past two years since I turned twenty two as my body would suddenly feel sexually active and I had to pleasure myself.
The heat suddenly becomes unbearable as I hear footsteps coming closer to the door."Aarrrghhh" I groaned as the pain increased when a man in a black suit enters closing the door behind him. My heart clenches as he stands there looking at me. For a moment I think he is pitying me but I withdraw my thoughts as I see him groan loud enough for me to hear. I can't touch myself because of his presence and I feel like I want to kill him. I close my eyes as I try to ease the pain and not cry out.
My eyes flutter open as I look into he mirror and see him right behind me and my body suddenly tenses as his eyes bore into mine. I move a step away to create some distance between us but the pain just increases.
"What the hell is happening" i scream in my head as I look at him in surprise as I notice his veins forming clearly on his head."Let me help" he manages to say as he comes closer to me. I flinch when his skin comes into contact with mine since I have never come this close to a man let alone touch me.
"Don't fight me .....only I can help" he says looking at me in pain.
I feel like trusting him just because I want him to ease the pain.