Renna's POV
I should be used to this by now but no. This is the part of the day that makes me hyper ventilate all the time.
I close my eyes waiting for him to finally do it but nothing happens. In my mind the clock is literally ticking and I can't help it but get anxious.
When nothing happens for the next five minutes. I turn around to face him to see if I had done anything wrong only to find a sleeping Chris. I close my eyes to find some sleep.
Ten.
Twenty.
Thirty minutes now and I still can't find any. The fuck is wrong with me.
I slowly move close to Chris careful not to wake him up and close my eyes.
I am woken up by arms tightening around me. I squeal but I recompose myself as I look up to see Chris still asleep.
My cheeks are now dry from all the crying and now I feel my throat dry.
"Goodmorning" he says and I look at him wondering if he is seriously asking me that.
"What's so good about the morning" I shrug it off and turn away as I head to the washroom.
I come out and pick out a short from his wardrobe and a shirt.
I want to leave this place as soon as I can. I know its crazy trying to run away because the last time I tried it some psychopath kidnapped me and brought me here.
If someone told me this is how my life would be a week ago....I would laugh till my ribs can't take it anymore.
I move back to the bed and pull the covers on me crying silently. I just hope its just a dream.
Chris is gone to God knows where and I could care less about it. But I feel like I need him here with me right now.
I feel my head throb from all the questions I have right now and I just want all this to end.
When I hear the door close...I turn to a sad looking Chris.
"Chris....I can't take it here. I need to leave please" I say pulling on his shirt desperately.
All he does is sigh and I feel disappointment envelope me. A lone tear slides down my face and I wipe it roughly.
"I can't let you leave" he says a bit hesitantly which only riles me up.
Here I am wanting nothing more than to leave this place and he is denying me.
"I will give you anything you want. Money, my house, just ask and I will....but please let me go"
"Don't you get it I can't live without you" he takes me by surprise as he roughly scratches his hair.
I can tell he is as much worked up as me. I want to go back home...to Geegee.
With the despair showing on his face, I know nothing will ever be the same again.
"So this is it then. Am never going back now, am I?" I say now the tears I was trying so hard to hold back rolling down freely.
I pull away from him and head to the bathroom and lock the door before he reaches me.
I slide to the floor feeling note helpless than I have ever felt before. But something deep down is telling me that the real show has not yet began.
"Renna..,..open up" Chris calls from the other side of the door. I ignore his calls focussing more on the ways of getting myself out of this shitty situation.
But all my resolutions seemed to be leading to a death bed altogether.
I sigh in frustration from him banging the door and the stress so I just lay down on the tiles.
I don't even know when I fell asleep but the door breaking woke me up. I gasp for air when I only see a worked up Chris standing there.
Once his eyes lay upon me, he just rushes and gives me a hug. I guess am also taken a back by it but I just let him do it.
I currently don't have the energy to fight him about anything.
He picks me up in his arms and takes me to the bed and I just stayed silent only the sobs come out.
He sits down with me on his lap and rests my head on his chest. Tears wet his shirt but that doesn't make him pull away.
I think about all the people I have left behind. ...all my friends ...well literally only one...and the tears continue falling out.
I guess I just want to cry till my eyes hurt from the action.
I curl myself tighter on him and he tightens his arms around me as if to assure me.
I should push him away from me...or even worse try to escape but no....all I ant is for him to hold me. It feels like he is trying to keep me from going insane.
"Why can't I just leave and you forget I ever came into your life" I say in almost a whisper and am surprised he even hears it.
"Because I can't let you go Renna"
"But..." I want to say more but I just feel that its no use even talking.
Nothing will change no matter what I say or do...this is my life now.
"I wish I could let you go. .but I will die without you"
"Am tired of all this craziness. Can't you see ?"
"Renna" he calls my name and for a second that tricks me into to getting my current situation but I come back yo reality.
"Why can't I just leave" I ask him hopeful that maybe this is worth it.
"Because you are his mate" says another voice. I turn towards the doorway surprised that I didn't realize he was there.
Wait...what did that even mean. I look at Chris and he just stares at the man hopelessly.
