Zodiac high (Transferring To New Account)

Sleepover with a boy

       ~Violet pov~

"Good night Thomas." I say kissing his hands. I love him. Charlotte always joked about him crushing on me. But I never thought it would become reality. "Thomas?" I whisper "what is it love?" Thomas asks me. I look at he's shady dark brown eyes "well umm I love you and I was wondering if it's ok, I meet your mom again." I say. He looks at me shocked and a little bit scared "Thomas are you ok?" I ask concerned for Thomas "ummm it's just something. I mean nothing." Thomas says scared "it's not nothing!" I whisper shout stomping my foot. He looks at me terrified. "I...I gotta go." Thomas says grabbing his stuff. It's my fault I think to myself

             ~Violet's negative~

-it's your fault Thomas is leaving you
-you are the worst girlfriend ever
-no one will love you again
-you are imperfect
-everyone hates you including Thomas
-you are weak
-you suck (a/n sound familiar)
-if you died no one would care
-if you went missing no one would notice
-you're useless
-you're can't do anything right
    
                        ~end of list (it replays in her mind) also Thomas pov~

I start to grab my stuff because I can't tell Violet my nightmare. Then she starts crying. Oh no I made her cry I think to myself. But then she drops to her knees. I start panicking of what to do. Confert her damn it I tell myself. I drop my stuff and run to her. "What's wrong?" I ask her "you hate me, no everyone does. I'm the worst. If I went missing no one would notice I'm gone." Violet says while crying in her hands "no you are not the worst. Plus I would worry if you went missing. Also no one hates you." I say hugging her "you are saying it to make me feel better about myself." Violet yells quietly standing up hugging herself "I love you Violet." I say "no you don't." Violet says giving me my stuff "how do you know how I feel about you?" I ask her holding her arms "it's easy to tell." Violet says taking my hand off her. I panic then I kiss her to prove I love her. She falls to her knees crying more heavily than before. But she covers her face with her hands. I catch her. I hear her whisper something. So I put my ear closer "I'm so sorry I let the negative control me again." Violet mumbles. I don't know what she means again "what do you mean again?" I ask her while putting her in her bed. She sits up "Don't you remember?" Violet asks me while crying. I think and think while I get take over the tears. Then I remember.

                   ~Flashback~

I was running past the park with Violet. We were at school. It was recess. Almost home time. "Are you following me Violet?" I asked "Violet?" I asked again. "You hate me!" Younger Violet screamed "no no no I don't." Younger me said "stop lying!" Younger Violet yelled "I'm not." I say "I suck and weak plus if I died no one including you wouldn't care." Younger Violet said crying
"Hey guys look little useless is crying." Slade Sagittarius said pointing at younger Violet. I got mad "Why do you bully her?" I asked Slade Sagittarius "because I'm above all and that's what my name means. Plus she's the worst, right Sara?" Slade asked Sara (his younger sister) "ya plus she sucks and she's a nerd brain. Also stubborn butt stop being nice to someone everyone hates." Younger Sara says "plus kid her name means princess. NOW TREAT HER LIKE ONE!" Spade yelled which scared me "babe look the kid is scared of you." Angelina Aries said pointing at me and laughed. But since then I was learning how to fight and defend people. Mostly Violet.