"Were we meant to end up this way?"
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Time Stamp: xx:xx
"So are you going to talk it out with him or not?"
Your sister said as she looked at you with her eyebrow raised, she had been quietly listening to you as you explained to her about the drama that was currently your life and after listening to you that was the first thing she asked, shrugging your shoulders you turned your head slightly to focus on your niece and nephews that were on the carpet playing on the floor, not too far from where you and your older sister sat on the couch.
"Honestly I don't know"
And you were right you weren't sure whether you guy's should talk things out or not, didn't know whether it would make things better or make things worse, you honestly didn't even know why you guy's were fighting in the first place, although you were starting to wonder if it had something to do with Jimin. Thinking back on it now you had been happy that the baby wasn't his and although you did feel guilty about it, it had made you wonder just what it would be like to be a mother, to raise a kid of your own, before ,the thought of even giving birth to a baby had never crossed your mind but imagining Taehyung taking on a fatherly role did spark some interest in you, you wondered what it would be like to raise a kid together, to have your own little bundle of joy, the thought of it all had brought a gentle smile to your face as you continued to watch your niece and nephews playing together, you hadn't noticed the way your sister was looking at you as she observed the way you watched her kids, she knew to herself that you had never wanted a kid of your own but from the looks of it, to her it seemed that your mind had changed.
Later that night after your sister had left you found yourself sighing out loud, you decided that you needed to get out of the house since honestly all you' ve done is be cooped up indoors at your parents, since you'd never had any energy or need to go outside, grabbing your coat off of the back of the couch you grabbed your keys as you left a note on the table informing your parents that you'd be out for awhile, before heading into your car and driving off.
Back at the house Taehyung laid in bed, holding unto the pillow that was yours, he didn't know how many nights he had cried himself to sleep since you had left, didn't know how many nights it had been since he'd been itching to talk to you over the phone instead of your parents. He missed you there was no denying that but he didn't know how he should apologize to you for the way he acted, didn't know whether you'd still want to speak to him after everything that happened. He didn't even think he knew where to start to try to get you back.
One thing he did know was how pathetic he was acting in that moment, crying his eyes out instead of manning up and trying his best to get you back. He knew that if you had ever heard him calling himself pathetic for crying that you'd hit him behind the back of his head before hugging him and telling him that it was ok for him to cry and that it didn't make him any less of a man even if he did. That it was ok to show his emotions instead of locking them up inside and the thought of that had caused more tears to fall from his eyes as your pillow collected them one by one, hiccuping slightly Taehyung sucked in a harsh breath before sitting up abruptly.
Wiping the tears from his eyes, Taehyung got up to get ready. He knew what he had to do now and he just hoped that he wasn't too late, hoped that their was still some chance of him getting you back, still some chances of him making things right, still some chance of you two working things out and if there wasn't he'd try his goddamned hardest to make one happen.
Pulling up in front of your parents house, Taehyung exited his car as he noticed your car in the driveway. A sigh of relief leaving his lips knowing that you were still home at the moment, he honestly didn't know what he would have done if you hadn't been home. Walking up your parents driveway with nervous steps Taehyung stood on the front porch as he tried to rack up whatever little courage he had in order to push the doorbell of your parents house, hearing voices coming from the inside Taehyung stopped abruptly, his body frozen in place as he recognized Jimins voice and then the rising volume of your own.
His mind was screaming at him to leave and just never look back, the thought of you moving on already causing his heart to ache, his mind a jumble of thoughts as he tried to figure out a reason why Jimin would even be at your house but all the reasons he came up with was beginning to crush his hope of you two ever being together again.
"JUST GET THE FUCK OUT JIMIN, YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FUCKING RIGHT TO SHOW UP INFRONT OF MY FACE AGAIN!!"
Hearing this Taehyung figured this was his cue to leave but just as he was about to turn around to leave the door swung open, the action causing Taehyung to freeze in his spot as he turned his head slightly to look at the door, his breath catching in his throat as he made eye contact with you, his gaze then drifting to behind you as he spotted Jimin Standing a few feet away from you his head bent slightly in what looked like sadness.
Standing there frozen at the door as you stared at Taehyung your heart thudding in your chest, before you knew it you had burst into tears as you launched yourself at Taehyung your arms wrapping around his shoulders immediately as you cried into his shoulder.
Apology after apology leaving your lips as you cried harder, sucking in a breath Taehyung's arms found their way around your waist as he held you closer to him, his grip tightening as he himself started to shed a few tears, pressing a chaste kiss to the top of your head, Taehyung kept mumbling something to you his voice soft and reassuring as he told you that nothing was your fault. That non of this would've happened if it weren't for him being jealous and having doubts.
And as you both sobbed in each others arms, the tear streaks on both your faces glistening in the moonlight, Jimin stood by the door way observing the whole scene before him a sad smile on his face as he sighed in defeat this- this was it this was the end of it, even so for some reason he felt like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders that maybe just this once things would take a turn for the better.
Time Stamp: xx:xx
"Heart breaks happen, people leave, but the ones that stay are the ones worth fighting for"
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