A Life With You (Part 1)

Birthday Party!

March 28th 9:30am Sakura POV

I awoke to the sound of somebody getting out of the bed. It was Sasuke. What was he doing? He slowly went up to my side of the bed.

"Sakura.." he whispered

"yes anata?"

"I have to go for a mission on April 1st, i'm sorry"

My heart stopped

"for how long?" I didn't want to know the answer

"I don't know how long. I would say maybe 10 years at least"

I felt tears roll down my face.

After all the years he has been gone in the past

He's leaving again

This time is even longer than before

I didn't even want to look at him

I couldn't even look at him

I understand that it's not his fault but....

I still feel this great pain in my heart

Like the one I had when he left the village,.......

Naurto,.....

the academy 

and....

me

I actually thought he would stay 

with me

and 

Sarada

but no

I was a fool to think that he would actually stay for a long time

I guess he's still the same Sasuke

I got up and went to the bathroom

I went past him without saying a word

I locked the bathroom door and cried

I couldn't take this pain anymore

It was so frustrating!

I still loved him somehow!!

WHY!!

I heard a knock on the bathroom door

It was Sasuke

"Sakura we need to talk now" he said with sadness in his voice

"there's nothing to talk about" I said, my voice barely a whisper

"Sakura please" he asked

I thought about for a second and then I opened the bathroom door slowly

"what"

"i'm sorry I have to leave again, I understand that your mad bu-" he was cut off by Sakura

"mad??!! i'm not mad. I'm frustrated! Hell, I don't even know what to think!!I hate this pain every time you leave!! I thought you would stay for a long time and actually watch your daughter grow up!! I actually trusted you!! I feel so stupid. Why!! Why do you do this to everyone!! You let everybody down! Naruto, the village, Sarada your own DAUGHTER!! AND ME!!! THE ONE YOU HAVE HURT THE MOST OUT EVERYBODY!!! when you left... *sob* you just called me annoying and said 'thank you for everything' then knocked me out. I woke UP THE NEXT DAY TO FIND THAT YOU WEREN"T THERE AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN MEAN THE THINGS YOU SAID TO ME!! IT WAS ALL A LIE!! IT WAS ALL FAKE!!!!HOW DO I STILL LOVE YOU....*sob* I don't get it Sasuke.....why do you hurt everybody?"