Choi San the Bad Boy

My Crush

After the school was over, I walked towards my home. It was raining a bit, so I grabbed my umbrella as to not get wet from the rain. I listened to some songs on my walk to my home which made the walk go by really fast. When I arrived at my home, I went inside, kicked off my shoes and went straight to my room. The first thing I reached for when I got in my room was my diary, I kept it private and hidden from everyone.

The pen in my hand started to flow over the papers filling it with all my thoughts, feelings and emotions. Most of everything I wrote in my diary was about San, my wishes with him, my imaginations and all that kind of girl crush stuff. I closed the diary and let myself fall on my bed. Soon my eyelids started to feel really heavy so, I decided to take a shower, do my skincare and get in bed.

When the morning arrived, I slowly woke up from my alarm blaring loudly from my phone. I grabbed it to turn the alarm off and let out a big sigh. I was sad to wake up from such a beautiful dream I had about San. My eyes opened up as I stepped out of bed and got dressed. I tried to look really nice, more than I did before I got my crush. The schoolbooks on my desk and my homework got in my bag, just like some emergency supplies. With the bag in my hands I walked out the door to school. The walk wasn't that long to be honest, so I got there pretty quickly, but listening to music also really helped. I kept on walking and soon a big building that was my school occurred. When my hands pushed the doors open, I walked through the door still caught up in my daydream. As soon as my friends saw me at my locker daydreaming, they all laughed at me and tried to put my feet back on the ground.

"EARTH TO LEVI!" they all said in a loud voice, trying to wake me up.

I got a bit shocked from their loud voices and that my daydream was disrupted so abruptly. I greeted them happily but also a bit sleepy. My friends found it very funny and they just teased me about it. But then when I least expected it the ultimate bad boy Choi San walked through the hall. My head and gaze followed him until I couldn't see him anymore. When I looked at him, I couldn't hear my friends anymore suddenly. They all had noticed I looked at someone and they quickly turned around when they saw I wasn't paying attention to them at all.

"OMG LEVI ARE YOU SERIOUS? YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON THE ULTIMATE BAD BOY?! SAN?! OMG LEVI!" they started yelling. "SSSSHHHHH STOP THAT!!" I yelled to stop my friends from humiliating me. My face looked like a tomato, it was so red and burning up. I got super shy as they asked me many questions about my crush and when I talked about him. All of my friend thought it was adorable that I had such a big crush on him while I could only talk about him. He was the guy of my dreams, since I was a bottom gay, I loved the more top bad boys like San. Only the thought of him or seeing him made my knees go weak. I was so in love with him, but I felt that I didn't have a chance at all, assuming he wasn't gay anyway and with all those girls I wasn't going to be the one for him. But it didn't matter, I kept on dreaming anyway because, why can't I dream? Right?