𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘 𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ɪɴ ᴅᴇɴɪᴀʟ (ᴘᴀʀᴛ 2)

𝓝𝓸𝓮𝓷 𝓟𝓞𝓥

NOW'S MY CHANCE-

i quickly kissed back, wrapping my arms over chase's shoulders as he tried to turn us over- but little did he know i had something else in mind. 

i grabbed him by his shirt, pushing him over so i was on top. 

who's a bottom now society?! not meeee >:)

"oh so we're reckless now?" he said, smirking. "no, i just wanna see you a hot mess." i smirked. he chuckled and leaned in, kissing me deeply- that shit made me go soft. fuck that, i'm not about to let him top me again! 

i kissed back, wrapping my hand around his neck- making him pull away and gasp. 

look who's slutty now. 

"wow, you really like being choke don't you?" i said, teasing him. "fuck you-" he started, breathing heavily. "not if i fuck you first." i chuckled. 

i won't go over what happened the rest of that night, but lets just say chase's a bit of a masochist and i could top him whenever i wanted. even though i like being bottom. what?- 

i got up pretty early the next morning, still giving chase some time to get up. he didn't get up until about 12pm, so everyone was pretty quiet for the sake of his sleep. 

i had been sitting on my bunk when he started waking up, reading a book. he sat up, giving me a bit of a pout when he saw me. "good morning sleepy." i said, smiling. "hi." he said. "what's wrong?" i asked. "why aren't you laying here with me?" he asked. i smiled and put my book down, before moving over to sit next to him. "hi." i said. 

he looked at me for a second, before leaning in and hugging me. "hi bub." he said. i hugged back, giggling a bit. i'm guess bottom chase wakes up a bit cranky? its okay, he's cute. he quickly pushed the blanket off of him to stretch, revealing the multiple hickies and bite marks i left on his neck and chest. whoops. 

hey, don't yell at me he did way worse! he left the everywhere! 

chase got up and got dressed, leaving to the kitchen to get something to eat. i sat and waited, remembering something; ABBY! 

OH MY GOD 

OH MY GOD 

OH MY- 

I'M A CHEATER 

OH NO 

THIS IS BAD THIS IS REALLY BAD! 

okay okay- nobody panic, i can fix this. we can just- NEVER do this again. 

thats what we said last time. 

and look where we are now- 

i think the worst part is that i marked him! if abby sees that she's going to know! she knows we shared a room, and miles is straight! theres no excuse! that its- not only am i gay, but im also a cheater, a liar and a bottom! 

chase came back into the room with a bowl of cereal in his hands. he quickly sat down and started eating, not looking up much. i pushed the hair out of his face and gently kissed hims cheek, sighing, "whats wrong?" he asked. i just shook my head in response. "hey, just know im top next time." he said, smiling. "actually there won't be a next time." i mumbled. "wait, why?" he asked. there was a silence before he caught onto what i was saying. "oh. abby." he said. he sounded a bit disappointed. "its okay though. it was fun while it lasted. but for real this time- no more sex." we both chuckled. 

yeah we got a little carried away when alone. but i can't let that get in the way of me and abby. abby's the only thing keeping me on the straight side! yeah, i'll admit to you that im gay but no one else! well i suppose chase knows too but THATS NOT THE POINT-

point is, i'm trying to keep away all gay thoughts for the sake of abby. besides, even if i do like the big d its gonna be hard to acknowledge it because i have a girlfriend. [oh noen. sweet, in denial noen.]