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Yo I havent updated anything in weeks one I'm at a giant writers block two I fell out found then fell out of servamp again and it sucks ;-; but I did find well re-find another fandom about youtubers now I was scrolling threw the jonjon tag cause I new-found this youtuber after I watched there nick and jon show series months ago and I've never seen the hardcore quest but gained a very very very random headcanon "don being Jon's clone doesnt know much so he has to have the others teach him about the world" and another witch is just random from my head the other was from books I've read but "in any universe where don and jon are not in the hardcore quest unless stated otherwise don and Jon are siblings or twins" I have no clue how I gained this headcanon but I enjoy it also I found origins of Olympus once more I fall into and out of fandoms a lot and generally write onshots about ships in notes and dont post them anywhere cause I lose motivation but I love his charecter I watched from Inmo's pov last season and enjoyed it I havent found his channel again sadly something funny I guess is I knew about mario ritche Austin and Michael long before they became the origins crew I watched Michael's superhero high rp first then wildthorn then rosewood havent seen neko high in a while and I had stopped watching them little before they became the origins crew and now I'm learning JP AND MICHAEL LEFT ;-; I wish I had Twitter but I gotta wait another year first so hurray I'm curious people who read this randomness if I should start a oneshot book or maybe put red eyes of secrets up for adoption I'm not sure I kinda wanna because of the fact I try to write a chapter and imiditly lose all motivation and dont know why I think I should practice my writeing but I really dont know anymore I have lots of books I've just unpublished cause I lost all motivation or simply didnt like them I have about 5 in drafts the rest i just deleted i really dont know what to do anymore I have so many ideas I see play out in my head then i go to write them down and they just dont go how I want them two I really wanna keep my book up I love it and am always so happy when someone votes on it or adds it to a reading list or even just views it but... I just dont have enough motivation to contiue it welp if you read this thanks it would be helpful if you could tell me what to do or give me advice I am so happy its doing so well even though I'm a shitty writer anyways thank you for everything if you read this or any of my book or even have i might bring back my vampire mate but change things about it mainly names and stuff i hope you enjoy any books here thanks for staying I'll probly work on the next chapter with a friend of mine who helps me with honestly a lot I might post a small creepy story I made here next however hmm I have a fnaf themed story made to seem like your listening from a tape recorder or really I might just post something random again good day if you've read my rambling see yall later