Hard dreams(choni) discontinued

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The kids now^
5 years later...
Cheryl

So toni and I aren't together anymore. Couple months into our relationship she started accusing my of sleep with aria again every time I went to her house.

I only go to her house to help her out with the baby she had. The girl she got pregnant didn't want the baby at the last minute and once she was born she didn't want nothing of the baby so I have to help her.

I went out with a boy who I regret dating. I met him and he was really nice until we actually started dating.

Something went wrong and he changed. He started hitting me and stuff.

When I have my kids over he goes back to be nice but once they go to toni he abuse me.

It got bad when something went wrong at his job he came home pissed and he started slamming me again stuff punching me. It got to the point where I went to the hospital almost losing my life.

After I recovered from that I called the cops on him and they took him anyway and sentenced him life in prison which I'm happy for and now I've lost trust in people especially men. Only people I can trust is the kids of course and aria since she's been helping me through this.

I just want toni back but I can't since she now has a new girlfriend. I hate her with all my guts. Toni was supposed to be with me but I guess you can't always get what you want.

"Cheryl your crying again what's wrong?" Aria asked pulled me closer to her.

"I'm not cry" I sniffed. "Something flew in my eye"

"Tell me what's wrong"

"My life..I met toni. We connect. Adopted. Then a couple months later I cheat. Get pregnant. Toni hates me for it, but a couple weeks later we get back together. She accuse me of sleeping with you. She leaves. I go out with a guy. He a-abused me to the point I could've d-died. I find out toni has someone new and I'm just scared to even date again" I cried.

"Your life is not wrong, your just going through a lot of challenges" she sighed pulling me onto her. "You don't need someone to make you happy"

"B-but I thought what toni and I had was special but I guess not and now she has a beautiful girlfriend who I think she wouldn't leave for me" I sniffed getting off her. "I'm going outside for some air"

I slipped my shoes on and went out back. I sat in the grass letting the wind hit me in the face.

"Hey mom" miles said coming outside.

"Hey baby" I smiled looking at him.

"What are you doing?" He asked sitting beside me.

"Oh nothing, just feeling the wind"

"Brookie wanted me to come ask if you want to come with us to the mall"

"No I'm ok"

"Pleaseeee" he begged.

"Fine, when are they leaving"

"In a few minutes" he said getting up.

"Ok" I said doing the same. We went in the house and I went to my room which is aria's room as well.

"Where are you going?" She questioned getting off the bed.

"With the kids to the mall"

"I wanna go" She said standing beside me.

"Ask-"

"Knock knock" brooks said walking in.

"Hey baby what's wrong?"