Inappropriate Thoughts (MISHBIR)

Until I Make You Mine

It's been 4 months of our marriage but I still dreams about her with open Eyes...

It's not lust it's the love I have for her which made me carve more About her,her body...

Dammm my wife is so beautiful, her skin is as soft as flowers sometimes I get worried when she gets love marks on her body, did I hurt her, but she always smiled at my concern...

She got all the glitters of gold in her eyes when I go close to her and look  straight into her eyes, the glitter of her eyes shins and fall out with shyness...

We are going to enter in the 5 month of Our wedding, but why I still feels new everyday Everytime being with her..she has some kind off force may which attracts me towards herself...

sitting in a half lying position on the the chair, stretching my long legs as much as I can, I was lost in my thoughts, holding the pen and twirling it in my mouth, my Hazel brown eyes were fixed on my wife,( that's what she says)  smiling continuously, while my other hand was resting on my stomach..

And there is she my Mishti, she was busy telling the NGO didis about the new painting exhibition...
But for me sitting here and staring at her like this making me go weak on my knees..

Everytime She move her left hand up I inhales deeply, her pallu was playing hide seek with my eyes, as she raise her hand up, the pallu let me see the perfect curve of her waist, Everytime she tries to tuck her hair back to her ear but stopped doing it, because of the hicky mark I gave her is still there..
And when she bent little bit, reveling her mole to me, I lost all My controls over my desires, bitting my lower lip hard I roll My eyes with passion, I can't control these Feelings for her
Cos I Only feel all this for her Or I should say it's her only who make me feel all this...

My eyes were still on her, but as soon as the proximity of her eyes hit me I lowerd my eyes, I know she is going to scold me looking at her like that too in NGO..but as you all know things are already out my control..

I looked up and saw she was staring at me her brows met, while her perfect straight nose get small, her cheeks puffed up, and her lips formed the shape of a pout, I smiled thinking that my wife looks so cute Even when she gets Angery, oh yaa After all her name is Angry voilent Chorni too, and I laughed loud, clapping my hands, As if I cracked some big joke in front public and couldn't control my laugh too but it was all in my mind rather than my laugh, everybody turned back towards me and looked at me with suspicious eyes, Nothing...!!!
I replied...

Mishti was still staring at me, ahhh she knows what's going on my mind so she wanted me leave that place as soon as possible. So she ordered me to go the basement and check all the arrangements, I frowned and protested with my eyes, I wanted to be there with her, yaa I want to see her more, but that's my right, Right?

But all the efforts went in vain I've been forced to go into the basement, why oh she is Angery Chorni if I stayed there one more minute the fire in her surely burnt me up into ashes...

But I'm Ajeeb Rajvansh, I won't leave things in half even when there is one percent chance, and here I've all the percentages & Chances, Yaa I've a plan.. I smrik-ed and looked into the mirror patted my back, as if I've found the answer of who comes first the Hen or The Egg, I'll found out that too One day, but Right now the romance was oozing out from every Vein of my body..I called her...