Letters From Ana

Nine

Guess who's baaaaaaack!!!! To be honest with you guys, I totally forgot all about this story because I had graduated highschool, was full time at my job, then started college. College sucks, and I was definitely not doing well, so I am super sorry that I literally never update this book. I don't even know if anyone will read my updates but it's whatever LOL.

Ana

I'm sorry it's been long. Three weeks maybe... I guess I just got so pulled into my new life here that I forgot about yo-

I scribble the notebook page in frustration. No, no, no! I don't know why, I just can't do it. I can't write to her. Why? Why.

The beginnings of a panic attack swell in my chest, and I try to take deep breaths, but that doesn't really help. Tears begin to form in the corner of my eyes, and I grab my phone from the bedside table. 

Yeah, it's been a little over three weeks since I came to Michigan. Summer is almost over, and I'm missing my mum. I guess I am homesick? But there is something else as well. It's there in the back of my throat everytime I look at the last letter from Ana. I hope she's okay... 

I need to get a grip. My anxiety swells with each thought of Ana. I know I said I would meet her once I came to Michigan but I'm so... nervous. Why?

What if she's disappointed when she meets me?  What if I'm not who she thought I was going to be? What if-

"Christian, dear!" My host mom hollers from downstairs.

I quickly swipe at my eyes, hoping my face isn't flush with panic. I need to stop these thoughts. I need to write Ana back. 

"One sec!" I yell back as I grab my pencil once again.

Ana

I'm sorry it's been a while. Let's meet up. You choose the place, and the time! I hope we can become friends in real life. I've been so nervous to meet you.

From

Christain

Even though I hate the letter, I wrap it up in an envelope and head downstairs. 

I hope Ana will still want to meet up with me.

Heyyyyyyy, what is up you guys! It's been literally like three years, and I am the absolute worst lol. If anyone is even still reading this story then thanks for your patience. I honestly didn't want to keep writing but like I also don't want to disappoint anyone? Lol. Also the space bar on my computer isn't really working right now:( anyway I swear this time I will try to update soon, oh goodness me.