Alone in my studio I took all the time to paint a good one. Since I won as a royal painter in my generation, exhibit is a must. Every year it was a requirement. That's convenient for me though, this is my passion. Painting is my life.
Kahit noon pa man ito na ang nakahiligan ko. I still remember the time when I was a little girl. Pinagalitan ako ng daddy dahil sa ipinakita kong drawing. It was a girl and boy kissing. He scolded me. Mabuti nalang Mamà is there to stop him.
Mamà enrolled me in school of arts where i developed my passion. Then and now i have so many requests to attend to.
I have a lot of charities in my sponsored list. It felt good to help other who need it most.
It was so good to reminisce the good old days.
I stared at my favorite brush. Ito ang paborito kong brush sa lahat. It was given to me regularly by my anonymous admirer.
I started painting. As I remember everything in my past. I plan to paint a silhouette of a human. Naked, in a shower to scream brokenness, tired and in pain.
I draw a messy wet hair, drop of water traces the back of the model, firm back' muscles stretch due to the cold water in the shower. Strong and well defined jaw, brooding and beautiful eyes that screams power and authority when it look.
Ang mga labi nitong nang aakit na halikan. I gulped. Binasa ko ng dila ang aking labi. Ano kaya ang pakiramdam na mahalikan ulit ng mga labing iyon. It was a seducer model. Ipinilig ko ang ulo ko.
Later I realized, my painting has already a face.
Kle.
I trace it with my hand, how I missed him.
I missed his presence even in a distance. His voice that makes me weak. His touch, even not as gentle as a prince charming but touch my very soul. His smell every time the wind blows to me when he walk away from where I was.
His hair I longed to touch. I closed my eyes tightly.
Hindi ko lang siya mahal. Mahal na mahal. Parang lalabas ang aking puso sa sobrang kabog nito.
Memories crossed my mind.
I composed myself in front of him. Alone in the roof top. I decided to tell him what I felt. Nervous as I am. I cleared my throat and gulped desperately.
"What is it?"
He looked at my side. I saw his eyes annoyed. He looked at my body like he was not pleased to see me wore such a daring gown. I thought he likes his women that way.
His smell makes me more nervous. He's so intimidating.
I saw him gulp and heave a sigh.
"Rioz let you wear that clothe?" ang kaninang inis niya ay galit na ngayon.
