One-Shots For Sanders Sides

I lied and... I'm sorry..

Ship: Moceit
Warning: Crying, cutting, anxious Janus
I have never had a panic attack so please if this is right or wrong tell me

~Janus' PoV~

I was watching the sides through a camera I placed in the living room, their current location. This is what I heard...
Roman, Logan, & Virgil were saying stuff about how I was a number of things but I heard the words 'Freak, Idiot, Liar, He should die' and tears filled my eyes as I heard Patton try to defend me. I stopped watching them and jumped on my bed, quiet sobs wracking my short body. I couldn't breathe. I cried harder needing help but knew nobody was going to come. "H-he..help m-me..." I whispered not really breathing anymore, I was slipping of consciousness as someone opened my door saying something like, "Janus?! Are you...?" I soon passed out, still sobbing.

*An hour later*

~Patton's PoV~

I heard a small groan signaling Janus woke up. I pretended not to notice to see his reaction and just heard small crying behind me.

~Janus' PoV~

I woke up in Patton's room in.. snake footie pajamas. I saw Patton and started to cry.And Patton didn't notice me. I honestly felt like I was 4 years old. I crawled over to Patton and whimpered a lot. He still didn't notice me to I said something. "P-Pa.. Papa..?" (No hate pls he acts like a child soooooooooo yEa) I started to think I did something wrong "S-s-sowwy.. Papa I sowwy.. What I d-do..?" Why was Patton ignoring me..?

~Patton's PoV~

I eventually forgot about trying to ignore Janus and held him close "Shh snakey you did nothing wrong.. I'm sorry for ignoring you." I held him as he cried into my sweater. He whimpered quietly and I whispered sweet nothings into his ear to help him calm down.

~Janus' PoV~

I hugged Patton "P-Papa I s-sowwy.. I just lying fweak.." Patton seemed to hear this and sighed picking me up, I got scared.. "N-no huwt m-me..!" I freaked out. Then, something slipped out "D-daddy.. -" I felt vomit come up and covered my mouth puking all over myself and started crying.

~Patton's Pov~

Janus threw up on himself and I winced a bit, seeing that he was crying I bounced him on my hip like I did with Virgil when he was younger. It seemed to help a bit. "I won't hurt you... And if you want to call me daddy you can"

~Janus' PoV~

I whined a bit but I was settling down a lot. The smell of the puke made me gag quietly. Patton quickly took notice and we were almost instantly in the bathtub, making me start to freak out but Patton kissed my nose which calmed me. I dozed off cuddling Patton.

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