The Druggie on campus ~ Jungkook ff

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Y/n POV

Walking out of the gates, still pretty much shaken up, I forced myself to focus on trying to get home.

Then I remembered I had my phone in my back pocket.

The kind anime looking boy walked back the way he came once he was sure I seemed emotionally steady, I appreciated the gesture but it was his mere presence that kept me from letting myself feel....it.

Switching it back on, I saw over 10 messages from my mom , 60 missed calls from Brian and 20 messages from him as well.

Oh my god- Brian.

Flashback

Author POV

It was late at night, probably way past midnight at this point. No one was out right now, not in this neighborhood.
It was quiet, you couldn't hear a thing.
other than the wind whistling and leaves rustling.

and on mane road to the house far towards the edge was where the Bae's lived...well the ex Bae's, the Martin's to be precise.
No one was at home....no adult was at home at this hour, Mr. and Mrs. Martin and their Son were on a vacation.

And inside that house on the second floor, third door to the left, Lies Bae y/n, kneeled down in her bathroom with her hair held back, puking her guts out for the seventh time today.

So exhausted from throwing up, she just lied there. She thought it was pointless to move, no one was home anyway.

There she was again...alone, breathless and exhausted not to mention she ached all over. She stayed put. Letting her thoughts swallow her whole again.

This is what she'd do every day...or every night at least.
Drink, puke , sleep and repeat.
That's all she did.

In the midst of her thoughts, her phone rang. shifting her gaze towards her phone, the caller ID read

~Brian~

'I cant talk to him, not now'  she thought to herself

Feeling guilty for ignoring him after everything he's done to keep her happy.

Then her phone buzzed .
A text message.

The text read
~Baby answer me.~

Ignoring him again she got back on her knees feeling her stomach churn, immediately facing the toilet bowl and throwing up again.

Panting and crying she yelled out in agony.

'It doesn't matter'  she thought

'There's no one coming anyway' she repeatedly told herself

"Jesus christ y/n...."
somone barged into the bathroom panicked and petrified, rushing to her side.

"Baby this has to stop"
It was Brian.

'He's here...'  she thought,  a smile slowly forming on her lips, feeling grateful to see him next to her.

Holding her face in his hands , he wipes away her tears and plants a kiss on her forehead. Tears slowly forming in his eyes at the sight of his lover so broken.

"Baby please,  you gotta stop this...this is killing you"

And she cried, she cried so hard that she was almost certain that they wouldn't stop flowing out.

"I can't Brian. I've tried! I'm trying but I can't!" She wailed out

Feeling so guilty for putting him in this position. He didn't deserve it and that much she definitely knew.

Brian was a good guy, he deserved more than an alcoholic, broken girlfriend by his side. So yes, that hurt her...because she knew that no matter how hard she tried, he deserved better than this.
Better than her, so she cried. Hoping that crying would help her feel better.
Brian on the other hand, he couldn't care less if she had the breath of every liquor beverage mixed with vomit.

He couldn't give a damn if the girl before him smelt bad and had an alcohol problem. What bothered him was the fact that she was this broken, that very fact that he wasn't enough for her ...his company wasn't enough so she used alcohol to help . Now that bothered him. He couldn't stand seeing her in pain. So Brian holds her. He holds her in his arms trying his hardest to take away her pain.

"Yes, yes you can y/n." he cooes at her stroking her hair.

"No Brian, I can't ! It's too damn Hard!"
she says to him

"You just need to try baby" he says softly

"I have Brian, I...I have" She says quietly

"Then I dont know how to help you y/n. Baby I can't keep doing this"

what he said confused her...was he going to leave her too?

"What are you saying?" she asks him, narrowing her eyes

"I can't keep seeing you like this,  I can't keep coming to you only to see you put yourself through this. Damn it y/n I can't see you in pain" He looks at her dead in the eyes

"I'm not asking you to"

"But I love you, i want you to be happy that's all i want baby, and if I can't do that then I can't be here."

"So what are you saying Brian?"

"I'm saying I cant stand seeing you do this, because it hurts to see you wreck your life. So if that's what you want to do, then baby you're on your own, because I will not watch you ruin your life, I'll stand by you y/n, but this, the alcohol , i dont want you near it  ever again - I wont tolerate it anymore. Its you're choice baby "

she watched him as he gets up and walks towards the door. Just as he reaches for the handle, panic rushes through her as she quickly stood up and cried out.

"Brian wait"

he stopped walking and she noticed how he holds his breath.

"Brian..."

That's all it took , he turned around and went towards her. Immediately kissing her,  ignoring the vomit like stench within her breath he deepens the kiss, holding her face in his hands.

"Brian I need you" she whispers, the tears brimming in her eyes

'But I know I dont deserve you and I know one day...I'll disappoint you and that'll be it for us'

She hugged him tightly, silently crying, thinking about the future and how she'd disappoint him.

Flashback over

I sucked in a breath and finally said the words

"Brian...we need to talk."

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